Bad Habits ↠ Luke H.

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[Luke]

I run out the car and the boys behind me. I had less then 3 minutes to catch her before she's gone.

When I try walking quickly a group of screaming girls and paparazzi pop up blocking me from moving quickly.

I try my best to push threw them but all the flashing lights stunned me.

I felt my time running out and anxiety was running threw my body.

"Move!" I yell pushing threw everyone. I knew my fans will hate me for this but I have to get to charlie, I don't have time for them right now and I hope they understand.

"Luke go! Well keep them busy over here." Michael says.

"30 seconds!" Calum yells as I quickly run into the airport searching everywhere. But all I saw was people running around quickly.

I run up to the counter to the lady who was on the phone panicking.

"Excuse me where's the flight to Sydney?"

She ignored me freaking out about something with the lady next to her.

I look around to see people running around like if something happened.

I look up at the flight board and it shows that the Sydney flight left about 30 minutes ago and I felt my heart sink. I was too late. Calum probably got the wrong flights mixed up, or she took one earlier but it doesn't matter cause she's gone now. Maybe I can catch the next flight to Sydney.

"Excuse me what's going on?" I ask a lady who was walking quickly but she barely stopped In Front of me.

"The airplane that was taking people from here to Sydney has supposely crashed." She quickly says running away from me as if she was in a rush.

I felt tears brim my eyes. This couldn't be happening, it must be a confusion. Her flight couldn't have crashed. I didn't end things  right this can't be the end.

There was nothing more than pain and memories in my heart and mind.

I run back up to the lady at the front desk. "Is it true the flight to Sydney crashed? It must be a mistake."

I was interrupted when Calum walks up next to me. "Hey dude, did you find her?"

"Im sorry sir but yes, we're trying to get it under control." She said quickly while she has the phone to her ear.

"No it must be a mistake." I felt the tears fill my eyes. "Are they're any survivors?"

"Im sorry sir but I don't know, maybe watch our news channel later on and well have answers." She says walking away.

"But I need to know now!" I yell letting myself fall to the ground in tears. Charlie's gone and it's my fault. If I would of never cheated she wouldn't have gotten on that flight. I fuck things up, I should of been the one to crash not her. I messed up so bad and nothing hurt more.

"What happened?" Calum ask taking a knee next to me.

"Her-her plane, it crashed, s-shes gone." I cried out.

"Im so sorry." Calum says helping me up off the ground but nothing could help the pain I have now.

"We have to go they're clearing the area." Calum says pulling me to walk. I start walking out the door.

My vision blurred with all the tears filling my eyes. I haven't cried like this in so long. I thought loosing Bridgit hurt but this hurt 10x more. It was like a thousand stabs to my heart but this pain even hurt more.

I pushed threw the girls as they kept yelling what's wrong but I ignored it. I know if I answered honestly I would say everything's wrong cause nothing ever goes right.

Picturing life without her hurts so much because she might be gone but the memories still remain.

No drink , no high can get rid of this pain.

How can live on without someone I can't live without out?