Drastic Brothers: Secrets

64. When it came to love..

64.When it came to love

Jane POV

I sat with Misty as she got her baby ready to go downstairs. The baby was beautiful with his blue eyes, they were bright and alluring just like his mothers. The child looked exactly like his father however, everything about him screamed Drew. I really wanted to know everything that was happening in the pack. Just being here I already knew lots of things had change. The air felt thick with some type of uneasiness. I helped Misty with gathering the baby's stuff to leave to the park. My mind was on so many different things that I couldn't even really stay thinking of one thing.

"So, what exactly is happening with you and him ?" Misty said as she brushed Adam's hair.

" It's new for me and I don't really know how to explain - it's something that just growing. I feel it in me and its like I should follow it" I replied trying to explain my actions toward Tian.

In all honesty I didn't know what I was doing other than following the feeling of what felt good. Everything with Tian was impulse, seeing him with Jordan ignited such anger from me. A strong turmoil inside that wanted to get rid of her. Ever since my near death at the vamp world I wanted him more than ever.

"Lots of things have changed" Misty whispered.

"Why do you look so sad? " I asked glancing at her.

This sadness she showed went deep to her heart. It was clear as day in her eyes. It wasn't something she could ignore now that I was here.

"So many things have been kept a secret. Drew kept a lot of things from me and it's so hard to love him and be at his side when he lies to my face " Misty said tearing up.

"Misty you can't blame him for not trusting me. His fear is losing you and now that Adam is born it only intensified" I said trying to soothe her.

"I asked him why he never told me. I tried talking to him about how he should trust you because I trust you " she said stubbornly.

"Misty. Hear yourself out. Your fighting with the love of your life. Everyone makes mistakes, I didn't leave only because of the mistrust of me being a vampire. It was more than that but honestly I let it fortify my choice" I replied.

"It's been so hard. Having Adam's baby shower then him and still you were no where around. It's hard being here without you ! You are the only one that I know cares for me because of me "she said while a few tears slipped.

"Misty everyone loves you. What isn't there to love you? Look I love you, you know I do. But this isn't my place and I know that now. For a while I thrust myself so hard to feel like I belong - it wasn't until a few days ago that I realized I shouldn't feel like I have to belong. I'm different and it's okay" I said smiling sadly.

"But I don't feel like it's home, without you I feel like I don't belong "she whispered hugging Adam close.

"I'll come whenever you need me to but I really want you to speak with Drew. Preferably sooner rather than later. I need to apologize for forcing his hand"I said sighing sadly.

"Your right. I been terrible and trying to blame it all on him. I guess it's just been hard having you away after you always being here"she sniffled.

"How bad has it gotten between you and Drew?" I asked curiously.

"We don't sleep in the same room, we don't really talk either" Misty said playing with Adam's hair.

"Misty" I said questioningly.

"I know. It's just I hate when he lies. He continues to lie and then more lies grow and I hate it" she said scrunching her eyebrows.

"I know he didn't do it on purpose Misty. He just gets terrified when anything could be harm to you. Your his world you know and now with Adam he is terrified of anything happening to either of you. It probably didn't help either when the rouges attacked you" I said hugging her gently.