Drastic Brothers: Secrets

45. What did I want?

Chapter 45

What Did I Want ?

Justin's POV

When I walked back to the pack house everything was chaos. Lucas,Alex and Jasper were arguing with Derek. Misty was crying on the couch while Jason and Drew were growling at one another. I was going to ignore them because I didn't have the mind set to care. But as I was about to pass them, they noticed and glared at me.

"This is your fault idiot " Misty yelled.

"Look whatever I did I'm sorry. I don't want to talk to anyone "I said dejected.

This wasn't the time for people to start wanting to talk to me. I wanted her near me and even though it hurts me that I have to let go, she would still invade my every thought.

"She left because of you " Misty yelled.

"That's not the only reason" Jason growled looking at Drew.

I took a step back and looked at them. The guys had left but my family was just there. Misty was blaming me for Jane leaving but I knew it was only because she learned the truth. I know it must be hard for her to process things. But the look Jason was giving Drew I knew there was more to this.

"She left because she feels like we don't trust her. Drew basically told her we don't have trust in her fully because she's a vampire " Jason growled.

Then it hit me all at once. Jay left my mind the moment she walked away from the pack. We had all left her down. All her emotions would be crashing down on her.

"She really left, didn't she?" I said shocked.

Everyone looked away. No one said a word. They let her leave?! Are they crazy?! She had no one left besides us. Her family was dead and now she was hurting, in the need of someone. Idiots, I ran out the pack house and got on my bike. She was heading to the last person she had. He had to be there. I needed to get there first. I sped to the apartment and ran quickly inside. Pounding on the door loudly a couple times then waited. A worried prince came out. Looking at Christian, I knew he could feel Janet's pain. She was so strong for going through so many things and yet being able to keep moving with so much pain. She was strong and beautiful, the perfect girl and wife. I despised myself for hurting her so much. Even if I had to talk to the prince of vampires I would, just for her. I knew she would come here.

"I need your help. It's about Janet " I said.

He pulled me inside and closed the door. His face filled with fear and anxiousness. He did care about her in every sense, not just as a mate. Looking at him, I saw myself in him. We weren't so different because Jane connected us as one.

"She knows everything now. Knows who I am, she hates me. I deserve it, I know I do because of the stupid things I have done. I want to help her understand but I now the time isn't right" I said.

"So you guys finally told her the truth " he hissed.

"I did. We were becoming very close so fast that I couldn't help but tell her. Obviously I didn't expect her to jump up happy and kiss me, she's hurting and I know she will seek comfort" I said thinking of how she reacted to bad emotions.

" You all have hurt her. If she lets me, I will take her away from you all " he hissed pushing me against the wall.

I didn't put up a fight. A beating and thousands of years of pain I deserved for hurting the only girl I have ever fell in love with. His words were true and I knew the price I would have to pay. Life was a bitch like that, it would make sure you would remember you mistake always.