Drastic Brothers: Secrets

57 Confession

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Chris POV

I miss seeing her.

I miss her laughing at things I said. I miss seeing her smile when I would smile at her. I miss her wrapping her arms around me. Just knowing that she was happy around me was what I desperately craving. Looking around my room, I noticed I had began to act like my father. This room looked like any room, there was no sense of ownership at all and it was weird to think that the colors were probably the only thing to my liking. I had become distant , but how could I not ? I mean how else are you suppose to act when you find out that the person you love is helplessly in love with another. I didn't know what to think other than that fate screwed me big time.
I tried desperately to try to ignore my feelings, pretend that she wasn't the only girl I could see, that seeing her smile made me feel things. No matter how hard I tried she would do the simplest things and crumble my resolve. She was so clueless to my feelings towards her. I don't think she will ever understand the amount of love I had for her. Even when we kissed I think it was her vampire that pushed her to want me, not because she seriously thought me in that way. It's so painful loving her, but completely easy at the same time.

"Christian the royals are gathered waiting for you " Linda came in looking nervous.

"I'll make it quick. Don't leave her side for one minute Linda. I mean it. I don't want to be angry with you if something happens to her " I said lowly.

I leaned in and gave her a quick kiss before leaving. Walking away from her room and towards the meeting room had already making my temper rise again. Thinking that the person hurt her stood in that room made me want to kill everyone off without letting any explain. That farm feeling from my vampire was hissing loudly in my head.

Blood.

Torture.

Pain.

Revenge.

Death.

Those were the only things running in my head as I headed to the room. Someone was going to pay greatly for her. Now everyone would know how dark my vampire and I could be, oh how I would take my time inflicting pain. Silence was all around the palace. I knew that everyone was on edge knowing I was furious. I wanted death to come to the one that decided they could hurt my mate. Not one noise could be heard as I walked down the hall. Even the employees were staying away from me.

All I could think about was seeing her pale face with tear stains on her cheek. She had cried in pain and I had no doubt that she called out to me. The thought alone made me more angry, to know that she called out to me and I didn't even know.

I wanted to hear the screams of someone in pain. To enjoy the very breaking of their soul, to know the real meaning of pain. I was beyond irritated that no one wanted to speak. They all sat afraid, u could smell their fear in the air. Fear has a strong stench that lingers, it could a trigger to the most deadliest people and leave a trail of gruesome deaths behind. Those people that enjoy knowing their enemy is in pain. Yes that's what I wanted at the moment.

" Will anyone come forward with any details about what happened to Jane ?" I asked looking all the royals.

No one said anything. It's like the dared not to make me angry. But little did they know that my anger was only increasing because they weren't saying anything. Someone had to notice a change, anything even if it was a small detail. I could feel my vampire wanting to take control. My anger was getting extremely dangerous.

" I know someone knows something. Speak now. Anyone see anything different? Someone missing their normal routine, coming in late to a meeting. Or perhaps someone acting out of the ordinary. Being too happy or nervous ? I need answers now. My patience is running thin " I said aggravated trying to withhold the growl that wanted to be released.