Drastic Brothers: Secrets

9.Bonded to Replace

Chapter 9

Bonded to Replace

I felt bubbly and just had the giggles. Misty wasn't playing when she said the wolfsbane allowed us to get drunk. I was not drunk but buzzed. I got in the shower and singing along with the Veronica's.

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah

lalalalalalalala.....

I started singing putting strawberry shampoo in my head. Massaging my head dancing a bit and continued singing.

Don't even talk about the consequence

Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me

And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think

Cause you're the only one who's on my mind

I'll never ever let you leave me

I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye

(bye bye bye)

I was singing this and for some reason I found myself thinking of Justin & Derek. I cleared my mind again and started singing again.

I feel so untouched

And I want you so much

That I just can't resist you

It's not enough to say that I miss you

I feel so untouched right now

Need you so much somehow

I can't forget you

Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Ahh. I felt a strange heat starting on my chest. I finished showering and after I walked in my room I got dressed quickly. I put my black shorts and jersey on. Now in my comfy clothes I felt better. I looked at my alarm and it showed three a.m. in the morning. But no I didn't feel tired. I was relaxed thinking about today and how I felt the sparks with Derek. Sparks I hadn't felt before. I closed my eyes and remembered tonight's earlier moments. I was smiling to myself until I started to feel a burn on my neck. It was a horrible heat and this horrible itch I couldn't describe. I went to my mirror and saw I had nothing. I went back to bed and tried to ignore it but the pain wouldn't go away. It kept burning more and more. I grabbed my pillow and started whimpering into it. I tried to hold the tears but the pain was just horrible. I couldn't stand the sting. It was like a part of me was ripping me away. Tears fell down my face as I tried to hold it in. It was the most horrible pain I ever felt before. I was shaking until I let out a scream. Derek ran in and I felt anger,strong anger. It was something very strong but it came with sadness. It was as if my heart was breaking. If my soul was being ripped out. Derek went to my side and he pulled me into a hug. Part of me wanted to hurt him right now and I don't know why. The other part of me was loving the comfort. I let out another scream and buried myself into Derek's chest. The pain was subsiding having him near me but at the same time I was feeling his touch burn me.

Justin POV

After I thought about this long, he knew this was the only way to stop the hurt. I grabbed Leah and took her home and straight to my room. She sat on the bed and I walked closer.

"Leah I know you have felt like we should be together for a while now. I think so too and to stop both of our pain I should claim you. I mean our wolves would soon or eventually... hopefully feel the bond later. And us as well" I said.

"Yes Justin your right. Mark me Justin so we can stop this pain" Leah said moving closer.

"Leah you sure I can mark you? There's no turning back" I asked.

She was sitting on my bed. She looked a bit drunk and I didn't want to take advantage.

"Yes. Justin. Make both of our pain disappear. Beside your the only person I want now " she said pulling me to her.

I began kissing down her jaw towards her neck. I wanted to feel sparks. I wanted to feel the love I felt when I kissed Jane. Leah wanted to feel the love she had before her mate Harold. I guess we both wanted to be free from the hurt. Seeing Jane look at my brother with love in her eyes broke me inside. Its the love she had only with me. But not anymore.Those beautiful brown eyes that sparkled were only for me. I had lost her completely.The bond was sealed. I needed to forget her,for her happiness.

I started sucking on her neck and she let out a moan. Every night all I could to was think about Jane and all the time we wasted. I could have stayed the summer. Known she was mine and then we be mated now. Flashes kept passing through my mind of us being together. Every kiss,every touch, every intimate moment we shared. I ignored it and continue to caress Leah's body. After a while I pushed myself into her and heard her moan. I began to push in faster while she clawed my back. Her wolf was out and I could see it through her eyes. Right before we climaxed I let my canines extend, this was it.

Don't do this! You will regret this. My wolf yelled.

'No I won't. This way we stop thinking and hurting over Jane'I said to him but he just continued to fight me.

Jay was fighting me to take control. I could feel him forcing himself to try to take control. He didn't want Leah or any other girl but Jane. I pushed through Leah's skin. I heard her let out a loud moan. I licked it off and looked up to her eyes. Her wolf was out. Her brown eyes were shinning bright. I fell back on the bed panting. I pulled Leah towards me and she was still shaking a bit.

"Justin?" she said panting.

"Yea" I said looking down to her.

"Promise me you won't leave me for another girl?" she asked.

I froze. Why did this feel so similar ? Promise ? I felt a aching pain in my heart and I heard a scream. I fell back and clenched my chest. Leah stood up quickly and sat in front of me.

"Justin what's wrong?" she asked.

"I don't know" I said trying to stand up.

"You look pale" she said touching my cheek.

'Mate' Jay whimpered in my head.

'What?' I asked

Leah kissed my cheek and I couldn't help but let out a growl. Leah immediately moved back.

'You killed us. She's gone ' my wolf said and disappeared.

'What..... us? Who's us?' I asked.

But it's like if he disappeared.

"Lets go to the pack doctor" Leah said helping me up.

She helped me put some clothes on and she put clothes after she helped me.

"I just need some water " I said.

"No. Come on we're getting you checked out" she said.

I got up with her help and we headed out of my room. She was helping me until the pain started increasing as we got closer to Jane's room. I saw Derek open the door and come out with Jane in his arms.

"What's wrong ?" I asked worried.

"I don't know " he said and rushed out heading downstairs.