Drastic Brothers: Secrets

21. Jane Don't

Chapter 20

Jane Don't

Jane POV

The blue and gray swirls of his eyes were so beautiful.The most beautiful color to exist in the world. Right before my lips could touch his he moved back. I froze thinking of what could of happened.I almost kissed Justin. What am I doing?

"I'm sorry " I said and moved back and turned away from him.

Where was all this coming from ? I wasn't a heart breaker, I have Derek. He was the sweetest guy any girl could be with and yet here I was about to kiss Justin.Not with just anyone but his brother. Oh my god I hit an all time low. Oh my god what if I was a player back before I lost my memory? Maybe that could explain why Justin didn't like me. He was trying to protect his brother from me.

"I don't know what came over me. I'm so sorry Justin" I whispered.

" Why are you sorry?" he asked.

"For even doing that I didn't mean it "Janet said.

"You didn't mean it?" he asked.

"I'm so sorry. I hope you liked my present" I said and ran off.

Justin POV

I stayed by my bike looking at where she disappeared. She left so quickly after saying sorry. I loved my gift.When she was looking into my eyes it felt like dejavu. Back to when we first met. Her eyes that held so much curiosity. I was so captivated by everything about her.

Since day one everything about her made me want to get to know her and make her mine. Now just a few minutes ago for a brief moment I saw her show me the love she once had for me. The thought brought me back to reality. That was made me step away from her. She didn't love me anymore. I had no right of her heart. I broke the only promise that meant everything to her. I looked up to the sky and thought was all this fates plan?

She was someone different now. She wasn't my Jane anymore,this girl was the love of my brother. I leaned on the bike and it made me think of how much of a idiot I had been. I love her so much but yet I let my brother take my place instead of fighting and trying to make her remember me. After claiming Leah I gave my right up to her,how could I be so stupid? I was such a idiot thinking she was in love with my brother. I think back to the day and wondered where would we be if I hadn't been a idiot and given her up so easily. Would we be happy together? So many things were on my mind. So many what ifs and no answers.

' Jayden ' I thought.

No answer.

I felt so alone now. Jayden kept his word about not talking to me. It's been months and I haven't talked to him. Why didn't I listen to him? I sighed and got on the bike. I drove back on the bike to the pack house. Once there I parked the bike in the garage and headed to my room.

Everything was still a shock for me. Jane got me something I wanted to get myself but never saw one I liked enough. But today she had given me the perfect bike. I didn't even give her a gift.

Stupid. I'm such a idiot .

I walked into my room tossed the keys on my desk and saw Leah asleep on my bed. Looking at her I couldn't help but sigh. She was my mate now and no matter how tried to fall for her,all I ever think about is Jane. I walked over to the bathroom and took a long shower. Things weren't what I expected them to be at all. The water hit my back and I just closed my eyes.

I love her and always will love her.

Everything in my life didn't mean much anymore. Part of me felt dead inside. Real happiness was hard for me to feel. Anytime I see her, I just want to kiss her. To feel her lips against mine. Being able to hold her and tell her everything my heart and mind has bottled up. Loving her this much is such a beautiful yet painful feeling. For my foolishness I lost her. I keep thinking if I should tell her the truth. Tell her what we use to be before her change. But then I don't want to know her reaction. I wouldn't be able to see her hurt. I might sound selfish but I wouldn't be able to see her heartbroken.