Drastic Brothers: Secrets

44. Secret is Out

Chapter 45

Secret Is Out

Jane POV

I ran far and didn't look back, it was way worse than I could ever imagine. The betrayal was enormous. I wasn't ready for knowing the truth but now I knew it. But who was ever ready to know it? Everyone believes after the truth it would make you feel better...oh how I wish I wouldn't have believed that lie. Everything was crashing in on me, too many emotions were passing through my mind. I was absolutely alone with my own thoughts and I had no one to comfort me. But then again who could take this pain?

Running was the only thing I could think of to escape the pain. No one told me the truth, no one that was my family warned me about it. The ones that are sworn to love you unconditionally. No one. No one except... Chris. Oh my god ! I feel like such a bad friend. He still tried to warn me to be careful and I defended my family. He warned me about them hiding something, now I understood the sympathetic glances I would get from others when Justin and Leah were together. Everyone knew except me, I was the one always in the dark. This was overwhelming, I didn't want to talk to anyone in the pack. Everyone knew the truth about how I couldn't control my own emotions. Since I woke up, I haven't been normal enough to understand my own feelings. However now, I understood the reason of each of my feelings and thoughts. Months ago I would of been happy to understand, now this was killing me. I needed time away from here, this place wasn't good for me. I needed to stop all these emotions. When I headed back to the pack house I heard Justin's howls, he was calling me with Jaydon but I couldn't talk to him. I couldn't look at him. Every time I saw his face, memories came crashing back and all I wanted to do was cry. The love I felt for Justin was more than I could have ever felt for Derek. It was blind love and this betrayal hurt greatly. I ran inside the house and upstairs to my room. This was the tip of the ice berg to everything happening in my life. I quickly packed a bag with clothes and headed back down. Before leaving I needed to know the reason for lying to me.

' Family Meeting in the living room please. It's important ' I said through mind link to everyone except Justin and Leah.

I waited patiently for them to come to the room. Taking deep breaths, I tried to relax. Breaking in front of them wouldn't help me at all. I was a pack warrior leader and I was stronger than this. Sucking in each emotion back I put my poker face on. Lucas and Sarah were first to arrive and last one was Alex. Danny looked anxious, while Jessica and Sarah looked confused. Jasper was serious in his stance because he knew this was a serious situation. Jason and Derek looked extremely worried at me. The look in their eyes told me they wanted to come closer but didn't. On the other hand, Drew and Misty looked like they already knew what I was going to say because Misty was crying.

"You guys kept me in the dark for almost a year now. I didn't remember lots of things, but you all decided that not telling me Justin was the love of my life wasn't important. You let him keep that from me " I hissed.

"Jane it's not what it looks-" Misty began but I interrupted.

"Don't. You guys were my family. My everything and you betrayed my trust" I whispered angrily.

" You have to understand it was for the best"Misty sobbed.

"Understand ?! How would you feel if I let Drew mark another women knowing you love him. I thought we were sisters " I hissed, it was harder because she was like my sister.

"I didn't know Jane. If I would have known then I wouldn't have let him do that, I was upstairs passed out. We drank that night remember. I was completed wasted and I feel horrible for not stoping him. I really tried to get him to see everything but he was stubborn "she sobbed.