Drastic Brothers: Secrets

62.. Discovering things

62.

Chris POV

I sat in my room looking at the ceiling, thoughts swirling around taking Rose to the pack. She was finally acting like my Rose and not Jane that everybody knows now. I continued to say that I would let her be with Justin because he holds her heart but I couldn't help but to cling to hope. Wishing that one day she could feel the love I have for her. Just thinking of her made my heart beat crazily. I didn't hate Justin for having her heart or falling in love for her - hell any one would fall in love with her because of the beauty she carried inside and out.

I wanted her happiness more than lots of things but there was still a selfish part of me that wanted to never allow her there again. She suffered so much because they kept many secrets from her. I understand their reasons but I didn't agree. I still remember when I asked if she truly wanted to know everything but her eyes showed uncertainty. That was the point when I decided it was best to leave it be as things were and didn't press the issue again.

I closed my eyes trying to remain positive that maybe if i wished hard enough, my wish would come true. I wanted love - the unconditional love that I felt. Could I be so foolish to love someone that was mad deep in love with another ?

Probably.

But it didn't change one single thing. She was the only girl that ever touched my heart. She was everything that I wanted in a mate. She was fierce and aggressive when she needed to be but also very caring and loving.

Thinking of the last few days sparked anger in me. I never imagined having to be on guard in my own home. Unbelievable that Linda thought it was okay with killing the one person I would give my life for in a heartbeat. My first balled at the memory of learning the truth.

*flashback*

I walked down the hall heading towards the meeting rooms. Interrogations would continue again until someone gave up who tried to kill Jane. Different ideas of torture came to mind. Starvation, disfigurement, being cut slowly and deeply, whippings, or my thoughts stopped as I heard Linda's harsh voice.

My feet halted as I tuned in on conversation Linda was having right outside her room. What in the world were they talking about ? I walked closer to the room and concentrated.

"You didn't give her all the vile you stupid girl" Linda hissed.

"I - I - just just couldn't " Jordan said voice full of sadness.

"She barely had any in her system. If you would have done what I said. She wouldn't be a threat. But no- I ended up saving her due to your lack of fulfillment"Linda continued angrily ignoring Jordan's response.

" I can't keep being something I'm not Linda! She hasn't done anything to me and you just want me to hurt her. I'm not a spiteful person - I can't have someone's death in my conscious. I love Alex but I can't do it "she sobbed in despair.

"Did you forget I hold more power of you? After all Christian doesn't have power at the moment. He won't bother in hearing what you have to say when you been acting as a jealous wanna be mate. Everyone will believe you did it all on your own" She threatened.

"But I don't want her dead! It's all you" Jordan sobbed.

"No. It was all you"Linda whispered.

That broke my last remaining control snapped as I broke into the room. I could see surprise in both Jordan's and Linda's eyes as I stood before them.