Drastic Brothers: Secrets

50. Its for the better

Chapter 50

It's for the better

Jane POV

Looking to the front of the pack house made my insides turn. Nervousness came abruptly and I began to doubt myself. I didn't say one word, I couldn't bring myself to say anything. So many things passed in my mind when I saw both Derek and Justin across from me.

Stepping back away from all three mates of mine, I could finally say I was content and at ease and I didn't know who was the cause. I honestly don't know. Fate must have a sick sense of humor, three guys meant to love one girl. What else could come out of this other than chaos? My mind was on overdrive, just a few seconds ago Chris asked me who I would choose. Now, I'm surrounded by all three and yet my heart and mind are just blank. It's like I'm seeing everything going on and I know I need to pick and it's now or never. Time doesn't seem like it's long enough when it comes to this. It took me three months just to decide what to do over the pack and now standing here in front of my mates, or better yet my old mates, things seem like a big enigma to me. I was hurt by them one way or another and yet I know nothing could keep me away from them. I exhaled a breath and tried to relax.

"Are you okay? We were about to send a search party " Justin said trying to control the tension.

"I'm fine " I said, not trusting myself to say more.

"Come inside we will get the doctor to take a look at you " Derek said grabbing my arm.

"We need to talk first " I said removing his hand from my arm.

"We will wait inside " Justin said and walked away with Chris.

Derek just nodded and led me away. When we were a bit away from the pack house we stopped. Derek looked different from the last time I seen him. His hair was longer and untamed, he had a faint beard now from not shaving. Walking nearer I could smell his tears, his emotions was depression and devastation. He looked up to me as soon as I was a step away. This wasn't going to be easy. I truly love Derek but our relationship was never honest and maybe our love wasn't either. Even now I could hear his wolf wishing for me to end things. His wolf didn't want to be the one to hurt me but he didn't want anyone other than his mate. I could hear their debate. Derek still wanted to be together but his wolf no longer did. Things started to add up and I realized this had been going on for a while.

*******Flashback*******

He opened the door for me and drove home. I was feeling more anxious as we headed near. I wanted to be in private with Derek. I needed him now. Once at the pack house I was welcomed home by a few people but I didn't spent much time talking with them.When we got upstairs, Derek took me to his room.

The room was dark but candles were lit. Pink rose pedals were spread all around the room. I closed my eyes and inhaled the scent of his room. Vamp and me both felt turned on. I bit my lip and tried to relax.

"Derek maybe I should go ask Dr.Ali or Dr.Luke for some blood" I said nervously without opening my eyes.

I felt Derek move closer to me. He grabbed my waist and I tense up, he was making things more difficult.

"No"he whispered in my ear.

He began to kiss me again and I tried to ignore it. The temptation was too much. The way his body pressed against mine made me feel relaxed. His hands did wonders roaming around my body. Every where his hands past left a hot burning feeling. I moaned when he bit me. He grabbed my ass and pulled me up and on the bed. He pressed further into me. I could feel he was hard. That encouraged me to deepen the kiss. I started rub myself against him. I let out a moan while he groaned. I kissed his neck and let my fangs scrape his neck. He growled loudly and pressured more into me then growled.