Drastic Brothers: Secrets

12.Mate-Less

Chapter 12

Mate-Less

After we talked with Derek I felt so much better. He made me realize even if I change he would always be there,also the guys would be there to help me out. No matter if I changed he promised to help me turn back to who I use to be again. At times like this I felt so grateful to have these boys care for me so much. I mean without the support of them I would be broken.

"Let's head back. Drew just told me that Sarah wants to talk to you" Derek said standing up.

He gave me a hand to help me up. I got up and we began walking back to the pack house.

"Derek I never asked anyone this but how do you guys cope with Drew being the Main Alpha of the pack?" I asked.

"Well it's not something are alpha wolves are pleased with but we help our brother whenever he needs it. We split some of the responsibilities. Even if he is main Alpha, we won't give in to his orders unless we choose to. Besides my dad is still running the pack. He is handing down the pack to Drew until later" Derek said grabbing my hand.

I looked down to our hands and smiled. This small gesture meant a lot to me. We never made clear we were together but in everyone else eyes we were mates. Then I felt the stab to my heart. Mates. It was gone. I sighed and looked ahead. Even know this made me happy of him being at my side, I didn't love him like he did. Things seem so out of hand, I mean it's so complicated.

' I'm sorry about breaking the bond' I heard vamp say.

'Why did you?' I asked

But she never replied. She stayed silent and I felt frustrated. I mean it's not fair. Didn't I have the right to be happy? This is a load of bullshit.

"Janet" Derek said glancing at me.

"Yea" I said looking at him.

"Do you hear your wolf?" Derek asked.

"No...I mean. I never had a wolf I guess. I do have vamp though. It's a bit weird. I feel like I'm talking to myself at times" I said laughing.

"Atleast us having someone in our minds helps us because we are never really alone" he said smiling.

"Derek how come I never seen you shift"? I asked curiously.

"I have my wolf Xavier but I don't shift a lot"he said shrugging.

"Wait" I said stopping in front of the pack house.

"You said your wolf Xavier. Why?" I asked.

"Huh?" Derek said confused.

"Why don't you shift a lot. If I could change to a animal I would be the animal all the time" I said thinking about it.

"I don't know " Derek said.

"Wow I just sounded like I should be in a room with white walls and a jacket that allows me to hug myself. Oh and candy they give me everyday" I said laughing.

Derek chuckled along with me and pulled me closer. I hugged him back but I couldn't control my laughter. I sounded so crazy!

"I see someone hasn't change at all" Jasper said laughing.

"Jasper! " I screamed and ran to him.

I wanted to hug him but it only had me tackle him down. I heard a loud grunt and then painting. I looked down and felt bad.

"Damn you got strong " Jasper groaned.

"I'm so sorry Jasper " I said helping him up.

"It's okay. I'm glad your okay now" Jasper said laughing.