Drastic Brothers: Secrets

32. I wish it wasnt that bad

Chapter 32

I wish it wasn't that bad

Justin POV

I couldn't believe Jane was in my arms hugging me. It felt like years since we have shared any special moment together. It's been painful months trying to stay away from her and keep my distance. She was so stubborn and continued to convince me to tell her the truth. I been a fool for not spending all these months with her but instead of the suffering staying away.

I know to many I look like a complete moron. But don't judge too quickly because when the love of your life forgets you everything spins to disaster. You find yourself in complete turmoil of what to do about the situation.

The first week I was in complete shock about her forgetting me. I was hurting extremely. But who could blame me? No one knew how it felt to be stripped away from the one person you live every moment for in your life. No one understood how difficult it was for me to see Jane's eyes lite up with happiness at the sight of my brother. The moment I saw those eyes back in my room when she woke broke my heart. I missed her so much.

But can I be selfish enough to take her world away? Can I tell her the truth about her being my everything and show her everything from our past? Take her to our places where we held memories together. Show her the pictures that I hid from her. The confession of her saying she missed me made me want to just propose my love to her. To proclaim the undying love I have for her that no other women in the world could fill but her. My heart, love, soul and body belonged to her.

"Justin please don't ignore me again. Your part of my family. Part of my happiness. I know that if you go and leave, things won't ever be the same for me " she whispered.

"I made us both suffer far too long. Do you not agree?" I asked.

She pulled away a bit and starred into my eyes with so much pain. Looking into her beautiful gray eyes, I knew that I could not be selfish. I would not bring her pain. I would not come between her love life. I would stand back an be her friend. Stay in the shadows and be her shoulder to cry on if she ever needed it.

"Let's spend the rest of today together. I want us to make up for lost time " she said jumping up.

'Justin I need to talk to you right now'

'Can it wait until tomorrow. I'm busy. '

'It's important '

'Okay I'm listening '

'It needs to be in person'

'It's faster this way '

'Your with her aren't you? '

'Yes I am'

'Talk to you later ' she said and blocked me out.

" Who were you talking to right now?" she asked curiosity in her eyes.

"It was Leah" I said.

"Oh sorry. I forgot about Leah being your mate. I better get going. You should be with your mate" she said and turned away.

"Jane" I said pulling her by the waist and towards me.

" Yea " she whispered.

She shuddered in my embrace and I couldn't help but smile. Maybe she still cares about me the way I do.

"Can you spend today with me? Give me a hour more so we can go to the park or get some ice cream" I asked.

"You want to spend time with me?" she asked almost squealing.