Drastic Brothers: Secrets

3.Transformations

Chapter 3
Transformations

Derek's POV

"Your my brothers girlfriend?" I asked.

"Um..yes.Remember I said I had a boyfriend when you were walking me home" she said smiling.

"Yea you did but I thought you were talking about some other Justin, not my brother" I said.

"Well nope she's my girl bro. The one I love so much" Justin said and kissed her cheek and she blushed moving closer to him.

"Lets watch the movie "she said smiling.

"Yea" I said.

Everyone sat down and watched the movie. But I couldn't concentrate. I kept thinking of Janet. Why does this have to happen to me? If I'm meant to be a friend then why do I want to know what her lips feel like? If I'm just suppose to be a friend then I must be crazy because of how I feel when I'm beside her. Jane do you even realize what you do to me? Why did I find a reason for me to change who I use to be, to be a better me?A reason to start over new, why did that reason have to be her? But why was she put in my life to be so perfect yet meant to be far from me. She doesn't even know it kills me to be so far away. To see her in my brothers arm. Only if I could tell her but she would just hate me. Moon goddess why do this to me? I wish I could hold her and never let her leave. To be everything she needs. Be everything she wants. Right now your not mine and won't be ever. But why do I feel so happy when I'm around her,its killing me is that she won't love me. Only if she could hear everything I'm telling her in my mind. But I guess I have to put away these feelings away because your happiness means more to me.
I got up and walked out. I headed to my room to think. Why do I get cursed with a perfect mate that won't even love me back? I took a shower to calm my wolf. He was howling in pain and since he heard Jane say she was with Justin he hid and hasn't even talked to me. I was alone completely with no way out.
I got out after a while and headed to my room again I changed into some boxers and basketball shorts. I laid down on my bed and thought what could I do. I love my brothers and I didn't want to come between Justin and her but she was my mate. The perfect person that made me complete. Why is fate so cruel?

'Derek you okay?' Jason mind link to me.

'Yea I'm fine bro. Just tired. long day' I said.

'You sure it's that' he asked.

'Yea' I replied.

'Your a bad lier'Jason said.

'I'm not lying, I just have a lot of things on my mind' I said.

I heard a knock at my door.

"Yea" I called out.

"Can I come in?" I heard Jason say.

"Come in it's open" I said.

He opened the door and sat on a chair by my desk and faced me. For a couple of minutes he didn't say anything, I guess he was analyzing me. But before I could ask him anything he began to talk.

"What's on your mind?" he asked.

"I don't know... my mate" I sighed pulling my hair in frustration.

"What about her?" he asked.

"She has someone already" I said looking down.

"How do you know Jane is really your mate?"Jason asked.

"I never said her name " I said.

"But you never denied it either. I saw the way you looked at her downstairs since we came Derek. Are you sure your just not drawn to her like the other wolfs?" he asked.