Everything was dark. Every part of me ached. I couldn't remember what happened. I wanted so badly to just be with Brody, in his arms. I didn't want to be like this.
I forced myself to open my eyes where I saw I was in a hospital bed surrounded by my cousins, Sarah-Jayne, the boys and Brody.
"She's up!" Zayn noticed and everyone stood up.
"My head hurts." I rubbed my temples. "What happened?"
"The doctor says you had a severe panic attack." Joseph sighed.
A panic attack, I don't get panic attacks, never. I looked around the room then my eyes landed on Jake. I remembered what he did.
"I want Jake out Brody." I said looking at Brody who was by my side.
"Ok." Brody nodded. "Jake you really need to go."
"I'm not going!" Jake said.
"Run on back to Lucy." I rolled my eyes, turning on my side on the bed. I hadn't forgotten what he told Lucy and I didn't plan on forgetting.
"What did I do M-R?" He asked me.
"You told Lucy I self-harmed!" I yelled, looking at him. "You told her I was Bulimic and Anorexic. You told her I suffered from depression, among other things."
I do realise that five of the people here didn't know that but they do now. I was that upset I was beyond caring what anyone thought of me right now.
"Marley-
"Get out Jake!" Zayn yelled at Jake.
Jake left. I sat there with everyone watching me. I wondered what they were all thinking of me? Did they hate me now they knew my secrets? Would they treat me differently? Usually people did. I didn't want that from these people I didn't want their pity or judgement I just wanted their friendship.
"Someone say something." I stuttered.
Sarah-Jayne leaned over the bed and hugged me. Then, one by one everyone joined in the hug. I felt comforted now and relieved they didn't hate me.
"Why are you all being so nice to me, I'm crazy." I said.
"You had your reasons." Ryan shrugged.
"But Lucy's going to tell everyone." I said.
"And if she does, your family aka us, the boys and Sarah-Jayne will still be by your side." Jeremy told me.
"Yeah and at least you punched her right." Brody smirked at me and everyone laughed.
"Hey, what time is it?" I asked them
"Three." Sean replied.
"In the morning?" I asked.
"Yeah." Matt replied.
"You should be in bed Matt and why are you all still here?" I asked them.
"Because we love you." Sam replied.
"And I can stay up as late as I want." Matt butted in and everyone laughed.
"Well I want to go home, I've got a busy day tomorrow, right guys?" I asked Brody and the rest.
"It's not a good idea to do it anymore, until you get better." Brody said.
"Brody I'll never be 'better', I just want to make the most out of life." I told Brody.
"Well then I guess you do have a busy day." Brody smiled.
I smiled up at Sarah-Jayne who was cradled in Jamie's arms and wearing his jacket. That was so cute. I pushed myself up out of the bed and Sam balanced me. Brody came around to my other side and put my arm around his shoulder.
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Breaking The BadBoy
Teen FictionA broken girl afraid of love finds a boy who doesn't know the meaning of love. A BadBoy and a Broken Girl. Love finds it's way into Brody and Marley-Rose's life but love was never easy