No Letting Go [Completed]

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{Aaliyah's POV}

A month goes by, and we're into the new year. Colin and the guys missed playoffs by a game. They went 9-7, and of course he still gets blamed for not making playoffs and he's dealt with it. I'm glad the season's over with because the kids have their daddy back for about 7 months until the season starts back up again.

I reach over to the nightstand and grab my phone that's going off. It's 6:15 in the morning and time to get Riley up for school.

"I got her, baby." Colin quietly says.

"You sure?"

"Yeah, I'm sure." He leans over and gives me a kiss.

He gets up, gets Riley ready and takes her to school. I get waken up while he's gone by a crying Aalijah.

"It's okay papas, I got you." He's getting bigger and bigger, day by day. He's a feisty little baby, the complete opposite of Nate. Nate was calm, and quiet; still is.

After feeding and burping him, I put him in his swing. I start cooking breakfast for my boys. While cookin, colin walks in the kitchen. "Smell good in here. Nate still sleep?"

"Yeah. Wanna go wake him up. Breakfast will be ready soon."

"Okay."

I finish their food and make mine. Turkey bacon, egg whites, slices of avocado and wheat toast. I've been on my own diet the last month and a half and working out extra hard to lose the baby way and prepare to the shoot Kash got me that's at the end of the month.

After cooking, I join the boys at the table. "What time you headin to the gym? Colin asks.

"Probably in the next hour or so."

"How nervous are you?"

"Very nervous. This is something I've never done before."

"Why. You're effortlessly beautiful. All you really have to do is stand there. You ain't even gotta try."

"As sweet as that is, I'm still nervous."

"You'll be fine baby. I'll go with you."

"Then I'll be even more nervous."

"What the hell since when do you get nervous?"

"Since now."

"You shouldn't be. You'll be fine. Right bubba. Mommy's beautiful right."

"Yup."

"Thank you bubba."

"What are you gonna do after the gym."

"Umm, come back home and rest, as always."

"Not today you not."

"Where am I gonna go?"

"I set you up a day at the spa. You been workin your ass off. Especially during the season and me being gone, you having to take care of three kids on your own at times. Dealing with my emotional ass after loses...you really need some time to yourself."