Because You're My Girl- A Dawsey Story - Chicago Fire

I want kids- Chapter 46

I want kids. I've always felt like that. This is something Matt and I have always wanted. We've talked about it a little bit. We've just been waiting for that time. It's been a couple months. I'm feeling good. I've put everything with the trial behind me. I feel good with moving forward. My PTSD is under control. I'm still talking to Dr. Charles about all of it. I still need therapy, but other than that i'm good. The miscarriage was just so sudden, I didn't expect any of that. I didn't even know that was possible, and i'm a doctor. I deal with patients everyday. I should know something like that. I guess that shows even when your a doctor, things can just come up behind you. They can just plain flat out scare you. Were moving forward with it. We know it wasn't perfect timing, and going forward we just want to be more prepared. 

I know this a conversation that Matt and I have to have. This is our future, and i'm ready to go forward with it. I got home early tonight, which never happens. The ED is always busy, especially being that this is Chicago. I opened the door, and walked inside " hey.." Matt kissed me, and held me tight " how was your day..?" I smiled " It was good.... busy." He asked " you hungry..?" I laughed " yes!!" He looked at me " well.... we could order in..." I laughed " Chinese..." Matt laughed " sure... i'll call it in.." 

He called in our food and this was just great. This was going to be a good time for us to just talk. I looked at Matt " so I want to talk to you about something.." He looked at me " everything ok.." I smiled , and led him to the couch " so.. i've been thinking... I want kids!" Matt smiled " really?!" I smiled " yeah.. I always have... it's just we have to start trying.." Matt looked at me " you know I want that... your ready??" I smiled " yeah we've been together for a while... i'm out of med school.. I'm doing good at work.. I think it's about time." Matt kissed me, and laughed " Well... we'll try!"