angel- chapter 147

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The doctor knew that there was no hope. He knew that there was no heartbeat for a certain reason. He had to break the news to us. We had to be ready, but were not ready. Who would be ready for something like this. There is no perfect timing. When it comes to parenthood your not prepared for every step. There is a struggle that comes. We all go through it. 

The doctor looks at us " i'm very sorry..." Matt looked at him " what's wrong..?" I looked at him with my full teary eyes " Where's my baby!" He looked at me " I'm sorry Gabby.. Matt. your baby... Baby B he's stillborn." I looked at him " but he was ok a couple days ago... you said we were going to be okay." He looked at me " Gabby... these things are sudden... one minute he had a heartbeat and now he doesn't.. i'm so sorry!" I looked at him " can we hold them!" He looked at us with his blank face "of course!" Matt looked at me " it's ok... he's still our son.." 

I stared at his face, his eyes were closed. They would always be like that. He's going to heaven now. Then they took him away after an hour. I had to go to recovery. I was tired. 

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