My Scream Into the Void

Austenland

To be Jane Erstweil.
Or Elizabeth Bennet.
I would consider myself remarkably overjoyed in either role.
In modern days, to be an old soul is more heartbreak than it is worth, and I am cursed to suffer the fate of one who would rather have been born in the 1800's.
It pains me to think that I may not find a man who can find it upon himself to be the person I need.
I crave the mannerisms and decorum of an earlier era, but am forced to reconcile myself with my current state.
Maybe one day I will fall upon my own happily ever after, but today is proving not to be that day.