My Scream Into the Void

Breaking at the Numbing Point

I wrote five poems in twelve minutes
I don't want to close my eyes
Cause when I wake I'll have to face whatever I decide
And inside I am screaming
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause morning brings too many things and I don't know which path to keep
I think I am facing
Too much to overcome
I wish that my decisions left me feeling mentally numb