My Scream Into the Void

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all the times it seemed I focused on your flaws.
For all the times I mentioned them without a rightful cause.
I'm sorry for the times I make you feel insecure.
I'm sorry that I question you about all the things that hurt.
I'm sorry I don't understand when you think I do.
I'm sorry for all the times my words have hurt you.
I'm sorry for my impatience, though I know it's hard to see.
I'm sorry for coming off as wishy-washy.
I'm sorry I don't tell you what I need from you
And I'm sorry that reading me can be hard to do.
I'm sorry I don't know how to compromise.
I'm sorry that I keep my feelings locked deep inside.
I'm sorry for not putting much effort toward my diabetes control.
I'm sorry for any time that I made you doubt us at all.
I'm sorry for the stress I put upon you day by day.
I wish for nothing more than to take it away.
I'm sorry that I sometimes remind you of your ex.
I'm sorry for shutting you out when I get over stressed.

I love you more and more with every passing day.
And I'm sorry I can't think of the right words to say.