My Scream Into the Void

My Heart is Screaming

I repeat back every argument that he has ever said
As I lay next to you, talking on your bed
You give me new ideas, ways to explain
I recite every statement that he's ever made
And later on when I'm with him I fear I've lost my mind
There's not a single one of your reasons that I could recite
Something about independence and keeping the spirit close
Like I did when Arizona is what I chose
You're so afraid I'll change my mind, you just want me gone
But what if leaving is me choosing wrong
I'll feel like an idiot, but is that really why I should go
Or because this decision is what I want the most
I am so exhausted, but if I go to sleep
I'll have to wake up and choose which path I'm gonna keep