My Scream Into the Void

The Time

It's 3:34.
I haven't made a decision.
Not a real one at least.
My mind is still reeling.
I'm starting to feel more numb.
I'm starting to wonder.

I wanted to talk to my mom again before I decide, but it's not really her decision, is it?
It's mine.
And yet I feel like my boat is sinking.
And it's 3:36.
And my mind's still not made up.