Perfect Hell (Book 1) - COMPLETED! (editing in process!)

Chapter Two

The Perfect Hell

Chapter Two

Felicia's POV

Well, you got my story of why I'm not on good terms with my parents.

Vince and I live in an apartment closer to downtown that we had paid for a rural apartment price. Kuya Nath's wife was helpful to be honest. However, I am only grateful of that from her and well, my niece, but that's it.

Danci is 1 years old now and she can walk while holding on to the little furniture we have. She also giggles quite a lot. Her smile is also quite adorable. It warms my heart whenever she smiles grandly at me.

Danci grew brown locks and has a rounded body. Her locks are so curly that sometimes it looks like an Afro on her. Haha, the thought amuses me. I've combed her hair to tame the outrageous hair.

Vince has gotten her a lot of pink, red, black and white clothing to my dismay. So lots of her pictures and outfits are of those colors. It makes Danci seem so.. Girly. Although, I don't think she is really girly. I once tried to put on a headband and clip on her hair and she fussed around so much that I couldn't get it on properly. When I did get them on, she managed to pull them off and throw them across the room. She's quite amusing to be honest.

I have one more week left here in Calgary before I move to my university in Toronto. I'm going to miss lil Danci and my annoying, always on my back brothers. However, maybe that'll be the start of my freedom.

Where I can dream and aim for a huge house in the country side and have a peaceful life with my family there. The thought makes me happy.

I pushed the stroller further into the park. Danci cuddled warm and snug under her blankets in the stroller as I pushed it further and further.

I like long walks.

They make me feel adventurous and curious of the world around me. I don't know why but long walks also calms down my system and helps me forget about all my worries and stress from this life.

Especially during winter time.

Yeah, it's cold and freezing.

Wait those are the same words.

Oops.

Anyways, winter has this numbing feeling that makes me feel also numb. Maybe it's the cold creeping into my body way too much, but I like the cold. Maybe that's why I was born in December.

My brothers had told me I was born when there was a blizzard outside.

Coincidence?

I don't know.

Perhaps it is.

Maybe it isn't.

The one place I like going out to during these walks are those large and empty fields. Well, empty of people and civilization. There's just snow for the most part and a good distance away from homes of other families.

Vince doesn't approve of those types of walks because he thinks I can get lost or worst, kidnapped. Honestly, it's too far from any road to be able to kidnap me successfully.

However, if I were to get kidnap, I wouldn't have any help either.

I try not to think of that.

I see Danci stirring in her stroller. She's only finding another comfortable position. I smile at her innocence during her sleep. She doesn't know what is out there in this world yet.

I hope she will never know.

It's been a couple hours since I left home at 4 pm. I head back with Danci still fast asleep. Closer to home, she wakes up and cries till I let her out of her stroller to attempt to walk. She still holds on to the stroller and falls down on her knees but she's trying.