Perfect Hell (Book 1) - COMPLETED! (editing in process!)

Chapter Nine

The Perfect Hell

Chapter Nine

Felicia's POV

It's been a good week gone by.

I'm settling well into university. I didn't make any new friends and I liked it that way. There were no distractions from my studies.

There was one thing that bothered me though.

I couldn't sleep.

Why?

I was dreaming of Daniel again.

I couldn't get him out of my mind.

My heart was slowly yearning for his touch, his soothing voice, his caring eyes and his love. I don't know why I was thinking like this.

His family had hurt me in a way so impossible to forgive yet all I wanted to do is be with him.

It was past midnight and tonight, again I couldn't sleep. I would get a total of 4 hours of sleep each night which strangely kept me going during the day.

I was outside on my porch in a red silk robe with nothing but my under garments underneath. I let the wind slip through my robe and brush my skin.

It calmed me down. It was equivalent to my winter walks in Calgary with Danci.

But it was different now.

I stared up at the full moon ahead of me.

Why must it be a full moon? I thought.

The more I thought of Daniel and his pack, the Red Moon pack. I've never seen the moon turn red. It was always a creamy white color that watched over the night world and awaited for the sun to return.

A harsh stroke of wind blasted by and I swear I heard a howl in the air. I reached my hand out feeling the despair in the howl.

It must be a werewolf, i thought.

Who am I kidding? I thought then again. I don't believe Daniel and his werewolf story. He just didn't want to tell me the truth. I sighed and turned around to go back inside finally feeling slightly sleepy.

Then I felt it again.

Eyes watching me.

I spun around and looked towards the trees a shirt distance away from the residential building. I saw something leap from spot to spot. That's when I decided I would go inside and lock my doors and windows.

In bed, although I felt sleepy, my mind couldn't sleep or wouldn't let me sleep. Images of Daniel replayed in my mind wondering how he would look like staring me in the eyes in bed as he glanced over my body in lust.

Oh my gosh, I shouldn't be thinking like that.

I shook the thought away and flipped my pillow to the cold side hoping it'd help me sleep.

I sighed.

It didn't help.

I was in love once.

Just once.

That was with Nickolas.

That love ended tragically.

I wasn't going to let just anyone in and love me again. I had to make sure that they were finally worthy of my love and I was truly in love with him. I wanted to make sure he would never leave me alone in this world. He would be my soul mate. The person I was destined to love.

Mate, I heard the word echo inside of me.

Mate... I heard again.

That word somehow gave me butterflies as I thought of Daniel. I closed my eyes and somehow drifted to sleep thinking of him.