Say it (AmazingPhil x Reader)

Chapter 30

It's Sunday night. You're sitting in your room, still grounded, eating some noodles.
You can slightly hear the conversation your aunt is having with your mum.

"Babes, we need to talk." They like to call each other 'babes'. You've never been sure why, but you've always just accepted it.

"About what?" Your mum replied.
"About you drinking lately..."
"What about it?" You hear your mums voice become slightly more defensive.
"It's not good for the baby. It can really hurt it..."
"What baby?"
"The baby that you're carrying inside you..."
"That baby left weeks ago!" You hear what you guess is your mum standing up.
"What?" Your aunt raises her voice as she stands up.
"I said the baby is gone!"

Your eyes widen. Surely not...

The voices become quieter, whispering to each other. You try to hear, but to no avail. You sigh and get ready for bed.

You climb into bed and lye there. Thinking.

There's a quiet knock at your door.
"Hi." Your aunt creaks open the door.
"Hi."
"So... I found out why your mums been drinking..."
"Yeah. I heard. Did she really have a miscarriage?"
"Yeh. It was two weeks ago. She's really taken it hard."
Your aunt sits on the edge of your bed.

"I can tell. Why didn't she say to us?"
"I don't know." You aunt sighs. "She's not in a good state of mind right now. Y'know, being divorced, having a miscarriage, single mother, work. It's hard for her."
"Yeah."
"Well, I'm going to go make sure Emily and Erin are asleep. Goodnight." Your aunt leaves the room.

You lay there for the next few hours, unable to sleep. Just thinking about everything.

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You wake up in the morning and skip breakfast. It's time to get ready for your first day back at school. You get changed into your uniform. A white shirt and black ripped jeans. You've not worn ripped jeans to school in ages, usually you wear a black skirt, but they're all dirty since no ones done the washing. You pull on a black cardigan and rush around looking for your tie.

"Aha!" You pick up your black and purple tie. Only the people in your year had this tie, everyone else had a purple and green one.

You straighten/curl your hair then pin back the sides. You put on some foundation, concealer and powder. You then add mascara and a small amount of eyeliner to the mix. You pull on your pikachu hat/mcr beanie and your F/C gloves.
You throw on a winter coat, shove on your shoes, pick up your bag and head out the door.

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You enter the school and are immediately assaulted with hugs from Holly and Charlotte.

You finally pull away giggling.

"We haven't seen you in ages!" Charlotte smiles.

"Charlotte. It's been no more than three weeks." You laugh.

"That's ages!" Charlotte giggles.

"So, where's Lacey and the boys?" You ask.

"They're not here yet." Holly says.

"Woah look who just walked in..." Charlotte nods her head towards the door that Grace and Molly are walking through.

"Cmon lets go. I can't deal with their presence today." You say, turning to walk down the hall. Charlotte and Holly join you.

"OI!" You hear Grace shout from behind you "I need to talk to you!"

You, Charlotte and Holly look at each other and bite your lips. You slowly turn to face Grace and Molly.

"We need to talk to you." Molly says.

"About what?" You groan.

"AAAAAAAAAYE!" Lacey, Mikey and Jake shout as they jump you, Holly and Charlotte from behind.
You all hug, out of the corner of your eye you see Grace huff, roll her eyes and walk away.

Yoyoyoyoyo. I'm bored.
Soooooo I might of said this before, Idk, but I'm thinking of starting a danisnotfire x reader. Idk, should I?
Also, it's my birthday soon. I'm actually not that excited, yet am excited. It's weird. I'm having a sort of party next week that I don't even want to have, but my mother is more invested in my social life than me. I don't appreciate it.
~Noonpad~