Say it (AmazingPhil x Reader)

Chapter 49

After school, you walk over to Phil's to say goodbye to him before he leaves.

You have tears in your eyes when he opens the door. You refused to talk to anyone at school today.

The door swings open and Phil immediately engulfs you in a big hug.

You bury your face into his chest, tears escaping your eyes. As Phil rests his head on your shoulder, you feel his cold tears making your shirt wet.

This hug lasts for at least ten minutes, but you wish it could last forever.

"Phil! We need to go." Phil's mother says, slightly pulling Phil out of the hug and handing him a big suitcase before walking towards the car.

"Before I go, can I ask for you to do one thing for me?" Phil asks.

"Yeah what is it?" You ask.

"Look under the black and white pillow in the tent."

"Why?"

"Just do it."

"Okay. Can I ask you to do something for me?"

"Anything."

"Promise you won't forget me. Promise we'll still talk everyday." You sniff.

"I promise." Phil says, before pulling you into one last, short hug. "Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

Phil turns and makes his way towards the car.
You haven't told him.
You need to tell him.

"Phil I-" You begin, but cut yourself off.
You can't do it.
"I love you." You whisper, seeing that Phil didn't notice what you said before that.

He climbs into the car and drives down the street.

As soon as the car disappears round the corner, you slap yourself on the head.

"Idiot." You mutter.

Now you hate yourself.

Why couldn't you just say it?

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You sit in the tent, leaning against a black and white pillow.
You turn on the speakers and play one of your favourite songs.
The song that you and Phil danced to in the aquarium.

You close your eyes and hum along to the music, letting tears run down your face.

You sigh and remember.

Phil wanted you to look under the black and white pillow.

You open your eyes and lift up the pillow to reveal a black box with a folded up note attached to it.

You unfold the note and read it.

Just so I can always be with you

~ Snowflake

You smile and open the box, more and more tears pouring from your eyes.

In the box is a chain necklace with a gorgeous, white, shining snowflake charm attached to it.

"So precious." You whisper to yourself as you examine the necklace.

As you look at the necklace, you realise.

No.

You have to tell him.

You pull shut the box and pull out your phone, dialling one of the not-so-many people you know that can drive's number.

"Hi Louise! Are you free at the moment? I need a lift to the airport..."

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You sit in the front seat of the car beside Louise. Pj, Chris and Zoe sit in the back.

You should have just enough time to get to Phil before his flight leaves.

You're shaking nervously.

"You guys didn't have to come you know." You say to Pj, Chris and Zoe.

"But we wanted to!" Chris says excitedly.

"Yeah, I don't want to miss anything. Plus, I'm guessing you'll need some peer support." Zoe says.

"True. I can't stop shaking." You say, looking down at your hands.

"We're here. Come on." Louise says. You all climb out of the car and race through the airport.

"I need to piss." Chris says as you near the gate.

"Go for it." Pj says.

Chris runs off to the toilet.

You push past groups of people.

You sprint down the halls.

You feel your heart beating faster than ever.

You turn a corner and see the gate.

The passengers are waiting in line ready to board.

You run faster than you've ever ran before, soon reaching the gate...

Woah mental lads.
I don't know how I feel about my weekend.
I'm adding superluv coz I was listening to it earlier and I was like "yolo amirite?"

I have no idea what I'm being for Halloween.

I was going to be the Cheshire Cat, but I looked fucking disgusting in the costume.
I'm probably going to end up with a Melanie Martinez or Hayley Williams outfit out of my current clothes.

I still need to carve my pumpkin.

I've just decided this very second that I'm going to make a new Instagram account.
It's going to be top notch.

I'm watching Phil's live show.

Bye lads
~Noonpad~