Say it (AmazingPhil x Reader)

Chapter 44

You get home and immediately head over to Phil's house.

You knock on the door which is soon answered by Phil, who's still wearing his pyjamas.

"Come in."

You both walk up to his room and sit down on his bed, he turns on the tv.

"So, seems like you had a productive day." You giggle.

"Hey! I did stuff!" Phil says defensively.

"Like what?"

"I... Got out of bed and I... Oh! I made coffee!"

"Oh, how did you do all of that?!"

"I'm kind of an expert."

"Sure you are, snowflake. Anyway, have you heard from Dan today?"

"Yeah, he's been trying to get in contact with his parents but it hasn't been working. He doesn't have enough to get a train back home."

"Tricky situation, what do you think he'll have to do?"

"I don't know."

"I think we should tell the police about the whole Ashley thing."

"We can't."

"Why not?"

"Because of Dan. They'll go looking for her and when they find her dead they'll figure out Dan did it."

"Then he'll go to jail. Ugh."

"Yeah. I'm still trying to figure out why she had Dan."

"Can't you just ask him?"

"I tried to, but he didn't answer. He just changed the subject."

"Phil?"

"Yeah?"

"When Ashley kidnapped you, what exactly happened?"

"Well, the first two or three days I was trapped tied up in her room. She stayed with me most of the time. Then, she drugged me, more than she usually would, and I passed out. Next thing I knew, I was in that dark room. She visited often, drugging me and beating me if I was able to push her away from me. Whenever she was gone, I heard screams and sounds of a person getting beaten. I realise now that was Dan. I spent the rest of the week in that room, rarely getting food or drink."

"So, you were never let outside?"

"Yeah."

"Come on." You jump up into your feet.

"What?"

"Get dressed. We're going outside."

"Okay. By the way, you're going to need to give the shirt and skirt back." Phil jumps up and picks out an outfit from his closet.

"Shoot I do. I'll go home and get ready, I'll be back here in less than an hour. You better be ready to go outside."

"Kay. Bye marshmallow."

"Honestly, that name is cringier than snowflake, Phil."

"You love it."

"Clearly."

You say bye to Phil and close the door behind you.

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You arrive home and speedily get changed, as you're heading out the door, your mum stands in the way.

"Where have you been?" She slurs.
After a quick observation, you see her eyes are bloodshot, she's got an empty bottle of vodka and she's using the door frame to hold her up. Her hairs a mess and she has big bags under her eyes.
She's drunk, and probably tired.

"At school." You try to push past her, but she won't budge.

"No! I'm shtill mad at you for not want to be a doctor!"

"Mum. Go to bed. You're drunk."

"YOU'RE DRUNK!" She shouts.

"No. I'm not."

"I HATE YOU!"

"Okay, calm down."

"NO! I HATE YOU! I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN! I SHOULD HAVE ABORTED YOU WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE! YOU WERE AN ACCIDENT! YOU'RE THE WORST THING TO EVER HAVE HAPPENED TO ME!"

You feel tears in your eyes. You shove past your mum and sprint down to Phil's house.

"Hey Y/N- woah are you okay?" Phil asks as he steps outside to meet you.

You say nothing, just throw your arms around him and rest your face on his chest.
Without hesitation, he hugs you back.

After not so long, you're able to wipe some tears away and you pull away from the hug.

"I'm guessing it wasn't something fun that's making you cry." Phil says, resting his hands on your shoulders.

"Unless having your mum tell you that she wishes you were never born is something you consider fun, you are correct." You sniffle.

"Aw. Come here, marshmallow." Phil pulls you back into a hug.

"That name still makes me cringe." You giggle.

"Get used to it." Phil chuckles.

He pulls away and puts his hands back on your shoulders. "Now, do you want to go for a walk?"

Hi hello was this too short? I feel like it was too short.

I have a friend literally across from me as I write this because of my mothers medalling with my social life again.
Sorry that I didn't update yesterday.

Heh also quick story:

So my self esteem has literally vanished now.
I mean, it was as low as Dan's trousers before, but now it's as dead as mcr (too soon?).
My grandmother basically called me fat and today (in front of my friend) my mum said I need to burn some calories and loose some weight.

Well then.

Bye.
~Noonpad~