Her Son Kaden

48| Please...

"Everything was just so complicated and confusingly fantastic."

Amelia's POV

My eyes closed as he growled and pulled me roughly against him. My fingers curled into fists against his shirt as the kiss deepened. His lips were vengeful and angry as they smashed against mine. His mouth overpowered mine with ease and my legs grew weak with every passing second.

Kaden... His name clouded my thoughts and all I wanted was for him to keep kissing me.

I finally managed to come back to my senses and I pulled away out of his grasp. My breaths came out in shocked pants and I covered my mouth with my hand trying to push away the sparks and focus on the fact that I was still angry even more so now. A smirk tugged at his lips.

"Don't." I spat and slapped him as he tried to come at me again. The smirk faded.

How could he?

"Don't touch me again. Don't kiss me. Just get the fuck out." I snapped and pushed him toward the door.

Why'd he have to come here? Why'd he have to make me feel this? Why couldn't he just leave?

"Amelia I swear to Goddess I'll--" Kaden started.

"What? What will you do?! Nothing, now get out, please." My voice cracked a little and I turned away from him as he scoffed and backed up.

"Baby--"

My heart ached as he tried to walk to me, his hand out. He stopped walking abruptly and let his hand fall.

"Please." I said and covered my face in my hands.

Don't you cry. I told myself as I took a deep breath.

"How many times do I have to apologize?" Kaden grumbled and sighed before going towards the door.

I forgive you. You don't have to apologize... I couldn't say it aloud though. My hands dropped from my face.

I looked at the ground and held my tongue.

"Nice ceramic, eh?" He said and I glanced up to see that his eyes had found my birthday present from Heather; the two wolves; us.

"Stop acting like you don't want me. I love you and this really hurts Amelia..." Kaden growled softly.

His head hung low as he opened the door and I didn't look at him as I shut and locked it.

I backed away from the door, my hands shaking.

I went into my room and hopped in the shower trying to ignore the intense emotions taking over me. I wanted to run out after him. But I was still angry at him I wanted him to know that.

I didn't want to be angry, but I was. I couldn't help it....

I clenched my jaw and washed my hair flinching as I remembered that night where he'd bathed me. I could suddenly feel his hands all over me and I sighed in longing.

By the time I was out of the shower I was admittedly frantic, yet I held myself at bay. I let out a sigh and climbed into bed after slipping on some clothes, underwear and a large shirt... actually one of Kaden's shirts that I'd taken, by accident.

I don't know how long I laid there, but I couldn't take it any longer. I needed to at least let him sleep over. He did look very tired and depressed and what do I do? I just toss him out. Plus he could still try to kill himself...

And I also wanted to see him... I'd regrettably missed him.

I hurried out of my room, not bothering to put on shoes. I grabbed my car keys also telling myself I was ready to make a journey if needed.

My heart was pounding as I gripped the doorknob.

I opened the door and began to go outside only to halt immediately with one foot out the door.

There he sat. One leg splayed out against the floor the other bent upwards his elbow propped on his knee. He was leaned against the wall next to my door, his head down. His hair was disheveled and his hand laid over his eyes. I looked at him in shock and he lowered his hand and met my eyes with his reddened ones.

Kaden... don't cry. I groaned inwardly and the sight of his tearful eyes brought stinging tears to mine; I looked away from him as I blinked them gone.

He went to stand and I backed into the house.

"Come on." I said and he followed me inside. I heard him close my door and I threw my keys on the coffee table by the couch. I started toward my room.

"Take the couch." I said softly and walked on. I could feel his golden gaze on me as I walked and you can best believe I didn't make it too far.

I froze as I felt his hand grip my wrist and he growled painfully.

"Lay with me." He whispered and I sighed my chest rose and fell in hidden pain and I risked a glance at him.

Kaden's eyes instantly captivated mine and bored into my soul. His eyes were glossy and heavy with unshed tears. I looked away from him and started again toward my room. He wasn't moving and I then stopped trying to walk since I wasn't going anywhere. I took a deep breath and briefly closed my eyes.

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