Her Son Kaden

49| Why?

"Why am I like this?"

Amelia's POV

"What, you don't want to lay with me?" He said in a bitter voice and for a moment I thought he may let me go, or yell, but he didn't.

I love you. Kaden, I'm hesitant because I love you. I cried inside. I've never loved anyone, and I'm so scared...

But of course my tongue and mouth wouldn't allow me to say the words aloud. My tongue was frozen to the roof of my mouth when it came to that. Yet other words I could say.

"Just for tonight Kaden, come on, I'm not laying on the couch." I said and tugged against him trying to get to my bedroom. He finally started walking and I led him into my room. He let go of my wrist as I made my way to my bed and I didn't hesitate in laying in bed and pulling the covers around me. I was exhausted yet my heart drummed hard in my chest.

After a moment I felt the bed dip and Kaden lay beside me slipping under the sheets as well. He was right beside me and soon his arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me against him. His hands slid along my sides and my shirt inched upwards. His hands stopped just as my hips were exposed and his cool fingers caressed me. His body heat warmed me and I groaned softly.

"I know that we're going through a tough time, but let me make this clear, this," he touched my mark, "is my mark on you and this," he grabbed my hand and pressed it to my claim on him, "is your mark on me. That means you're mine and I'm yours. If I ever see you with another man I swear to Goddess I'm going to kill him. Do you fucking understand?" He growled and climbed on top of me before pinning me down. I could only nod softly as I was lost for words. His golden eyes stared into mine and he leaned down and kissed my neck for a while before settling back down beside me.

Don't stop.

"Kaden--" I breathed and he grunted as his arms wrapped around my waist.

"Hush and let me hold you." He sighed and hugged me tighter. My back was pressed against his chest. I tried to ignore the butterflies in my stomach.

I huffed softly and relaxed against him.

"I missed you." Kaden breathed and I stayed quiet. He softly kissed the back of my shoulder.

I missed you too. I'm sorry.

"You're wearing my shirt." He observed and I nodded.

I'd rather be wearing your love... That was cheesy, but it's what I thought.

"It looks good on you." He said and hugged me tighter.

"I didn't mean to take it." I breathed and Kaden growled softly.

"It's okay. I'm glad you had something of mine." He said softly and let out a breath.

"Sleep." I sighed and Kaden chuckled softly.

"Yes ma'am." He sighed and kissed my shoulder once again before he fell asleep. I sighed and turned to face him once he began snoring.

He was out cold. I stared at his face. He was so handsome and my wolf whimpered for him. I reached out and brushed some soft hair from his forehead. His breaths were heavy and I trailed my finger down his jawline.

I wanted him. I wanted him badly.

I leaned closer to him and kissed his neck.

I love you....

"I hate you." I breathed and kissed his lips softly.

Oh, but I knew I couldn't hate him.

He jerked in his sleep and I froze mortified; I let out a breath of relief as I realized he was still asleep.

My hands slid against his chest and I snuggled up against him. I couldn't help myself and I kissed him again, this time my lips lingering on his.

I felt alive with the sparks rushing through me and I smiled softly as tears escaped from my eyes. I didn't think I'd miss him this much, but having him right here showed me.

Suddenly his arms moved and pressed me against him as his hands slid along my back. My eyes widened in shock as he kissed me back.

For a moment we laid there kissing. His hands rubbed my back as I straddled him. For a moment everything was perfect. I felt like I could do anything, but wanted badly to do one thing in particular. My body glided against his and the smell of want began to cloud the room.

His lips molded against mine and I pulled away with a gasp. My lips tingled furiously and my tongue danced in my mouth eager to meet his. He opened his eyes and I was stuck in his golden gaze.

"Amelia--" he started as I blinked then sat up and he actually let me out of his hold. I turned from him and sat on the edge of my bed, my legs dangling over the side. I combed my fingers through my hair and sighed in a shaking breath.

I looked toward the window of my room trying to ignore the man laying in my bed as well as the hurricane of emotions wrecking my body.

I felt the bed moving and soon an arm was around my waist and a husky voice that I craved was filling my ears.

"Amelia, look at me, please." He said and I almost couldn't suppress the shiver down my spine.

I shook my head. My breath caught as Kaden pulled me into his lap. His arms caged me against his warm body. My heart pounded against my ribs. I glanced down at his hands laying against my stomach and felt a rush go through me.

"So... we're just gonna act like you didn't just wake me by kissing and grinding on me?" Kaden said with lust and humor playing in his voice as well as surprise and restraint.

I remained silent and I felt an embarrassed blush coming to my cheeks. Kaden groaned in exasperation and the sound made my legs move uncertainly.

"Amelia I know you hear me; look at me." He said and I refused.

How could I look at him? I was too embarrassed. He'd caught me and I had nothing to say on the matter except that I wish I'd done it sooner.

"I want to see those beautiful eyes." Kaden whispered and I didn't hold back my shiver this time. His hands then rubbed my sides and slid along my thighs and butterflies swarmed in my stomach.

Oh my...

"Why?" I breathed.

"Why what?" He asked and his breath fanned my ear.

I sighed and leaned back against him and let my body relax as much as it could. Kaden let out an approving growl and hugged me tight. My hands ran along his arms as they held my waist and I toyed with his fingers.

Without a word Kaden put his face against my shoulder and kissed my neck. I closed my eyes and he stopped before leaning his head on my shoulder and holding me against him. His breath fanned my neck and I let out a sigh.

"Why do I love you?" I groaned and he was quiet.

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Kayla