fivesos one shots

·the heart wants what it wants· ch

It's amazing how one person can give you so many feelings at once. How they can make you smile so wide you just wanna scream of happiness. It's crazy how confident they can make you feel for something so small. Love is such a powerful thing and I learned what it was. I wish I could explain it with words. I wish I could write him a book of what love does to me when he's around. The emotions the feelings I feel.

It's something you can't just not want. Its a good feeling and its something you can't force yourself to take away. Like how can you just unlove someone just like that? How is that possible? Oh you shot me in the head, I dont love you anymore. I feel like that's some wierd logic. Like where? How? How can one just suddenly say they dont love you anymore? I understand it happens over time sometimes but man...love is the happiest thing in the world.

Love.

Love is something your heart wants. And you cant really control your feelings for something because its as if your heart wants it so you gotta listen to it.

The heart wants what wants. It could love something as simple as brownies and as big as love.

I dont know, all these thoughts are giving me a headache and I didn't even realize it was time for school.

5:00 am

I sighed and pushed my warm covers to the side and immediately covered myself in something warm. Note to self: maybe i should start wearing actual pajamas to bed from now on. I turned my alarm off since it was going to ring annoyingly soon and of course I dont want that.

Another day of hell.

Another day of doing my best not to let people run over me.

But that's okay, I'll go through hell if it means I get to see Calum Hood. The one person who just gives me a reason a smile. The only person who loves me just as much as I love him. He said so. And I believe him.

My phone buzzed and I picked it up without looking at it. I knew my ride is here. My phone buzzed in my hand again as I trotted down the stairs. I rolled my eyes and turned it on silent. Impatient friends.

I opened my door and closed it to see my friend sitting on her phone in her black car. She smiled as I opened the door and sat down.

"You're so impatient." I rolled my eyes and she ignored me turning up the music.

"It's too early." I whined turning it down.

"You're so annoying Jen." My best friend groaned.

"Ew don't call me that."

And that, was pretty much our relationship. We drove in silence for the first time in awhile actually. Maybe because it was a really dull Monday.

"I can tell today's gonna be bad." Addie sighed placing her head against the wheel once we parked. I stared out at the swarm of students flooding in through the double doors.

"I think today's going to be fine." I smiled at her.

"Easy for you to say, you get to go hangout with your boyfriend while I try and avoid people running over me still. I'm a senior this shouldn't be happening anymore."