I got in and ran up to the bathroom, I locked the door and rinsed my face, trying my best to get the mascara off.
all I did was cry, my legs couldn't take it anymore and gave in. I pulled my legs up to my chest, I looked around the room and saw a razor.
I promised Ella I wouldn't do it again, but she doesn't care.
I grabbed it and lifted my oversized gray hoodie and let the razor flow across my wrist.
the pain felt good, but I couldn't help myself doing more. at this moment in time, I felt lonely and depressed.
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'Charlotte, open this door this isntant or else I will have to knock it down' I heard mums voice from from the other side of the bathroom door, she sounded like she has been crying.
my legs where too weak to open the door but somehow I made it, the floor was covered in blood.
when I opened the door mums face hung from her face.
'I'm sorry' I cried out, everything became bleary.
mum fell to the floor in tears, I hugged up to her crying.
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'eat up now love' my mum looking at my dinner, my wrists where wrapped in bandages, I could say I was a bit happy now.
'I am sorry mum' I whispered to her.
she nodded her head and left my room closing the door behind her,
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the boy who changed my life. (harry styles and james mcvey fanfic)
Fanfictionmeet charlotte, she is your average teenager, the best friend and the boyfriend james mcvey. but when he goes off on tour someone steps in. harry styles. a beach and a baby AND a big white wedding? but when james comes back does everything change...
