the boy who changed my life. (harry styles and james mcvey fanfic)

chapter 28

we all sat down at a round table and ordered our drinks, all I had on my mind was the hole pregnancy thing. I needed to tell james.

'james, could I talk to you outside for a moment' I said biting down on my lip.

'okay' he said while getting up from his seat.

I got up too and we both walked outside, I saw harry giving me a glare.

'go on, what do you need to talk about' he said while leaning against this pole.

I breathed in and started speaking. 'I-I'm-' I was cut off by sick throttling in my mouth once again, I ran to the nearest bin and threw once again for the second time tonight.

I felt a hand rub my back as I got up from leaning against the bin, I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

'I'm pregnant' I whimpered out

James' mouth dropped.

'b-but we haven't-' I cut him off.

'I know' I bit down on my lip once more

'but then who is' a tear escaped from his eye.

my eyes met his, a tear came sliding out, he caught on who it was, shit.

'I'm sorry' I cried out.

he ran his hand through is head and clenched his hand up.

he came close to me and with his spare hand me kissed me softly.

'even if its not my baby, I will treat it like it will be' he whispered into my ear as he pulled a strand of my hair behind my ear.

I hugged him tightly crying into his shirt.

'charlotte' james said, I lifted my head

'well, me and the lads are going on tour for two weeks'

my head dropped into his chest again, tears falling uncontrollably.

'don't leave me' I cried out.

'ill be back before you know it' he yelled a bit

'please don't leave me with harry james'

I lifted my head again, his hands where cupping my face.

'listen to me charlotte, if he does anything to you and the baby, call me straight away. do you hear me'

I nodded and hugged him tightly never wanting to let go, I lost him once and I don't want to again, I was scared.