the boy who changed my life. (harry styles and james mcvey fanfic)

chapter 88

harry styles point of view...

as I stepped into the club the smell of sweat and alcohol soon reached my nose, the music was loader than ever and bodies where scattered eveywhere.

'do you want a drink mate?' I could just make out what louis said over the nose.

I nodded and he walked off into the crowd, I walked over to an empty table and I sat down.

'and why are you sitting here all alone mr styles?' I heard someone say,  a voice that I knew but I haven't head in mouths, I turned my head and I froze, my eyes widened.

'kandall?' I finally spoke.

'hey babe, long time so seek!' she said sitting down next to me, her hand landed on my thigh, I pulled it away.

'yeah, maybe beause you're my fucking ex' I yelled.

'we can still talk silly, I need to know what you have been doing these past few mouths'

'married and I have a kid' I said trying to move my chair over a bit, but she just kept pushing hers forward.

'wow, that was so soon, and we only broke up a few mouths ago!'

'yes, she much better than you'

'well that's nice to hear isn't it' she yelled.

'okay, well i'm here with my mate and I need a good night out with him as he goes back to uni tomorrow so if you'll want to leave' I said looking for louis not bothering to look at kandall.

she moved forward towards me, I couldn't help but see a bit of her cleavarge, she whispered in my ear. 'you'll leave, but maybe with me tonight' she got up and walked over to the crowd.

I heard the bottle slam down on the table with made me jump.

'well don't just stare at it, drink up' he chuckled.

I picked it up and downed the things.

'wow, someone is thirsty' louis chucled again.

'yep, bring more on!' I laughed.

I looked back over at kandall who was smirking right at me, I bit down.

maybe she will be right tonight.

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I slammed down my 15th drink down on the table making the bottle crack a bit.

'bring one more on louis baby' I shouted.

I couldn't think stright, my mind was out of this world. 

I looked back over to kandall who was still smirking at me, she has been fucking smirking at me all night, it kanda turns me on though.

louis put one drink down on the table, I grabbed it and downed the hole thing down me, making my body all wired, I looked at kanall one more time before standing up.

'where are you going mate'

'don't worry, i'll be back'

I walked over to kandall and smiled at her.

'hey babe, nice of you to join us'

I whispered something in her ear witch I could not repeat (yep, lyrics out of alive. lol)

she chuckled and grabbed my hand leading me out the club.

but deep down in my heart was someone who I couldn't get out, i'm thinking this is wrong but I couldn't control it.

I am a bad man but I couldn't fucking help it.

I miss her but kandall was something.

i'm sorry charlotte.

HI GUYS

sorry that I haven't been updating

I went of d of e this weekend and I still feel like complete shit, I AM STILL IN PAIN

wrost weekend by far, it was pouring down with rain. I was soaked though to the skin, my tent was soaked and all my clothes where. sleeping in a damp sleeping bag with a damp pillow isn't nice.

I HAVE TO FUCKING DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN NEXT WEDENSDAY.

cry. cry. cry.

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