What is love?

I've always really liked you💗

I woke up from another bad dream and I fell asleep in the bathroom so I stood up and went to my real bed. My room was being redone for me so as if right now I had to sleep in one of the boys rooms. I didn't feel like sleeping with them so I went into Emma's room. I got dressed in my pajamas in her bathroom.
*Callista's Pajamas*

When I came out of her bathroom I saw Emma sitting up on her bed. "Oh! Sorry! I didn't mean to wake you!" I said. "It's okay. But why are you in my room?" She asked. "Cause I wanted to sleep in here tonight instead of sleeping in one of your brothers rooms" I said. "Well I'm okay with that! I love sleepovers!" She exclaimed. She sprang up and grab me some blankets and we set them up on the floor, said our good nights and fell asleep.*in the morning*
I woke up and took a shower and got dressed.
*Callista's Outfit*

I headed down stairs and I was about to go into the kitchen before I heard Martinus and Samantha yelling at each other! "Just forgive her!" Samantha yelled. "Why should I she hurt me a sorry isn't gonna help!" Martinus yelled back. "Ugh! Fine be a bitch then!" Samantha yelled and then she flung open the door and stomped out. "What happened?" I asked. "Oh nothing beside that fact that Martinus is a living piece of shit!" She yelled. "No he's not!" I exclaimed. "Why are you mad about this I thought you hated him?!" She asked. I just stood there and she rolled her eyes and walked away. I walked into the kitchen and Martinus was sitting there looking at his phone. "What the hell happened!?" I yelled. "Why do you care? It's not liked you've cared about anything! I bet your shit cares more than you!" He yelled. "Oh you wanna play that game!" I yelled. "Sure let's go bitch!" He yelled while pushing me. I fell back and hit my head on the corner of the wall.

(Real picture of me and true story😂)
I put my hand to my head and felt a huge dent and when I pulled back my hand there was a little bit of blood. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean t-" Martinus said before I cut him off. "Are you really sorry! All you've done since I got out of the hospital is hurt me! I used to think that maybe you actually liked me or had feelings for me! But I guess not! I had feelings for you too but those went away awhile ago!" I screamed. I walked out of the room upstairs and locked myself into the bathroom and cried. After an hour of crying there was a soft knock on the door. "Leave me alone!" I yelled. "It's me. Mrs. Gunnarsen can I please come in?" She asked. I let her in and she hugged me. "Are you okay? What's going on?" She asked. "I'm okay" I lied. "What's going on! I've noticed that Martinus has been avoiding you guys and he's been getting mad a lot!" She exclaimed. I just nodded. I walked into my half-finished bedroom and started to decorate to calm myself down.
*Callista's room*

I finally finished but I was still bored so I decided to go for a walk. I headed towards the beach remembering the night I got attacked. And every thought I had always turned into a thought or a memory of Martinus.
(Martinus's POV)
I am so pissed at Callista but then again I'm not. "Ugh! Why did I even have to meet her in the first place!" I yelled while throwing a football (soccer ball) at the wall. I sat down at my bed and tears started to form in my eyes just thinking about her. Marcus walked into my room holding hands with his maybe girlfriend also known as Samantha and just rolled his eyes. "Oh sorry I don't want you shits to stink up my room so bye bye!" I said. Samantha just rolled her eyes and looked at Marcus and they just both nodded. "Martinus?" Samantha asked. "What?!" I yelled. "Marcus told me about your feelings about Callista" she said. I looked at Marcus and gave him a glare that said "thanks asshole!" "And I don't know if you feel that way for her anymore but I just wanted you to know that she liked you too." I started to cry. "Martinus don't cry!" She said while giving me a hug. I just sobbed into her shoulder and Marcus gave me a sorry look.
(Callista's POV)
I sat down on the beach and thought... and thought.... and thought. No matter how hard I concentrated I kept thinking of Martinus. I stood up and I was walking back to their house and I started to cry. I walked into the house and heard Marcus, Martinus, and Samantha yelling. I heard a door slam shut and then Samantha and Marcus stomped down stairs and sighed an angry sigh. "What's going on?" I sniffled. "Martinus! He's being the most difficult shit in the world right now!" He yelled. I could feel my face get hot and my eyes swell up with angry tears. "Don't call him that!" I screamed while pushing Marcus. "You don't know what he's going through! He could be going through the most tough thing that has happened in his life so leave him alone!" I screamed. Marcus just gave ma a blank stare. He was stunned I don't think he knew I was capable of doing that. "Where's Martinus?" I asked. "I can't tell you" he responded. "Where's Martinus!" I yelled. "He's upstairs but don't go upstairs! Please I'm begging you!" He said while grabbing my arm. "What ever is wrong upstairs I can take it! I've been through enough already so I'm pretty sure I can handle this!" I screamed while pulling my arm away and running up the stairs. I ran down the hallway and flung Martinus's bedroom open. I saw Martinus sitting on the floor with his knees up to his chest. His arms were all bloody and he was holding a knife... he was cutting himself! He looked up and stood up. "Callista!" He yelled. I just shook my head and fell down. I started to cry which made him cry even more. I stood up as fast as I could an ran as fast as I could. I fell down in pain. Not pain like physical but mental. I was hurt because Martinus was hurting himself. "Martinus!" Was all I said. I cried for about five minutes until I heard someone yell my name. "Callista!" Martinus yelled. I sat up but didn't stop crying. "Callista please come back!" He would yell. "Where are you! Please just please tell me!" He yelled. "I'm over here!" I yelled still sobbing. Martinus stood there sobbing we both just looked at each other for about ten minutes but then I couldn't take it no more. I took out a knife and was about to cut myself. Martinus ran over yanked the knife out of my hand and threw it. He scooped me up and placed me down once we reached my special place. I looked up and noticed that there were lights up in the trees and lanterns. I gasped and started to cry even more. Martinus lifted up my chin. "Callista I do still really like you! I always have! And I was cutting myself because I like you sooo much! I know this is a lot to take in but I want you to be mine! I remember when I saw you on the first day of school the reason why I was red was because I was scared to mess up in front of you! I hope you still feel the same about me! But I just want you to know that you make me laugh everyday, your smile is brighter than the sun, you make me happy when I'm down, you are my cure to everything!" He yelled. All I could do was cry and smile even more. I grabbed his hand. "Martinus I have always really liked you from the start! I always have but I was just afraid of admitting it! You are funny, handsome, talented and so, so, so much more!" I sobbed. We held hands for awhile and cried together and then he put his hand on my cheek and I put my hand on his. We leaned in. Our lips touched. We were kissing!