What is love?

I don't know what it is

I woke up and smiled. I checked my phone and I was about 10:30 it was a Saturday. I laid in bed for a couple minutes scrolling through all my social media feed. I decided to get up and get dressed.
*Callista's Outfit*

I grabbed my phone and ran downstairs. I ran into the kitchen and saw something was bothering Samantha and Marcus. "Um... guys what's wrong?" I asked confused. "Well... um... Martinus he's...." Marcus said while biting his lip. "He's... not in a good condition." Marcus said. "What?" I ask. "Last night he got a fever and he's really sick right now" Marcus said. I couldn't believe me ears. I backed up. "Callista?" Samantha said. I looked up with tears in my eyes. Samantha engulfed me into a hug. "We called Joey to come spend the day with you" Samantha said. "You what!?" I screamed while pushing her away. "Why did you hire some... some...babysitter for me?! Why are you guys gonna go somewhere!?" I asked. The exchanges looks. "Ohhhh!... now I get it!!! You guys are either gonna go see MY BOYFRIEND and I'M not aloud to come, nope his GIRLFRIEND isn't aloud to come cause she's insane even though that place is for people who have been injured really badly and mentally insane people!!! Or you guys are gonna go and have a DATE!!! It makes perfect sense!" I say while tapping my head with my hand seeming like it made perfect sense. They looked really guilty. "We don't have to go" Samantha said. "Nope! It's fine! I'll stay here with a freakin BABY SITTER for ME!!! It's totally fine! Enjoy your little date! Bye!" I yelled while pushing them out the door. I close the door and lock it. I went and sat down on the couch. I sat with my knees up to my chest and cried. I heard a knock on the door and wiped my eyes and stood up. I opened and stood there with a pissed off expression and crossed arms. Joey just stood there. "So... are you gonna come in or not?!" I snapped. He walked in but still didn't say anything. I slammed the door shut and sat back down on the couch. I gave Joey angry eyes. "Oh my god! Callista stop!!! I get it your not happy to have me here!!! I'm not happy to be here either!!! God!!! Just chill!!!" He yelled. I just froze. I stood up. "I'm going to my room!" I said as I stomped away he followed. "Can't you leave me alone?!" I asked. "I'm sorry but Marcus said I need to keep an eye on you because of what you've done in the past" he said. I sighed and walked into my room. I closed the door before Joey got in. He knocked. "Joey just leave me alone you don't know what I've been through!" I yelled. He kept knocking. "That little son of a bitch!" I mumble under my breath. I unlock the door and the door flings open. "What did I tell you!!! I told you that I have to watch you! I have to look after you! Did I ask to? No! Did I want to?... maybe! But can't you just except the fact that I like you and not judge me for that!!! I know you have a boyfriend and I'm fine with that!!! He seems like a nice guy!!! But I'm not okay with you always being up my ass!!!" He yells while stomping towards me which makes me fall back in my bed. He leans over to me and once he's far down enough he fell, accidentally on top of me. We look into each other's eyes. Mine with fear and his with wonder. He leans closer. I start to get scared. I start shaking I'm so scared. "Joey stop!!!" I yelled while pushing him off of me before he touched my lips. He looks sorry for what he just did. Tears fill my eyes. "Joey I'm sorry I'm being annoying and bitchy but see Martinus is in the hospital and if I were to cheat on him, which I would NEVER EVER I promise you that, I wouldn't think this is an appropriate time to wanting me to cheat in my boyfriend!!!" I yell. He still looks guilty. "I would NEVER EVER cheat on him EVER and I don't know why you think I would but I care for him soooo much it's unexplainable!!!" I yell. I turn around and start to head to Emma's room to go say 'hi'. "Yeah! But you don't LOVE him!!!" He says. I froze. I turned around and my jaw dropped. "What?" I say. "I said YOU DON'T LOVE HIM!!!" He yelled. "I-I-I" I say before my cries take over my talking ability. "I DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!!!! I'VE NEVER HAD IT!!! YOU WANNA KNOW MY REAL STORY WELL... MY PARENTS USED TO LOVE EACH OTHER BUT WHEN I WAS ABOUT FIVE THEY STARTED FIGHTING!!!! MY DAD WAS ALWAYS DRUNK AND HE WAS ABUSIVE!!!" I rolled up my sleeve and showed him the scars from my dad cutting me. "MY MOM WAS ALWAYS OUT AND SHE DIDN'T CARE FOR US!!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL LOVE IS!!!" I screamed. He started crying a bit too. I heard people come inside and then run upstairs. I saw Mrs. Gunnarsen, Samantha, and Marcus. "Joey what the hell did you do?!" Samantha yelled while engulfing me into a hug. He just looked down at his feet and a tear rolled down his cheek. "I think you should leave" Marcus said while walking over towards him. "Don't need to tell me twice!" Joey mumbled.  I walked over to Mrs. Gunnarsen and cried into her shoulder. "I can't take this anymore!" I said. "I know sweetie, I know!" She said while smoothing my hair. Go wait in you room and look out the window until we come back. I nodded. I walked into my room and closed the door. I sat there and I just waited. I saw there car pull up and I just watched. Mr. and Mrs. Gunnarsen got out first. Then Samantha and Marcus. Then my sisters and Emma. They were all smiling and then I saw they were helping someone get out of the car...

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