What is love?

Flashbacks(part 2)

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I woke up by Connor shaking me. "What Connor?" I groaned. "I have to leave now" he said. I sighed. "Do you have to?" I whined. "Yes, I have no choice" he said. I walked into the bathroom and got dressed
*Callista's Outfit*

I walked out and Connor was waiting for me. We held hands and walked downstairs and outside. He hugged his mom and for some reason Samantha wasn't there. After he finished his goodbye with his mom it was my turn. He hugged me and I hugged him back. "I'm really gonna miss you!" I said. "I'm gonna really miss you too!" He pulled away and kissed me. Once he pulled away I smiled and waved. "Bye! I'm gonna miss you!" I yelled while blowing him a kiss. He smiled and then climb into the car and drove off. I walked back home and once I walked in everyone was glaring at me, excluding Emma. I gave them a confused look and went up into my room. It was empty?! "Callista?" My sisters said. "Where's my stuff?" I said. They looked at each other and back at me. "We're leaving" Camryn said. My jaw dropped. "What?! Why?!" I said. "They want us out. They say we've caused to much trouble for their family" Cara said. "They mean I've caused to much trouble!" I yelled. "Callista calm down!" Camryn said. "Then where are we gonna go?!" I said. "To an orphanage" they said. "Hell no!" I yelled. I stomped right passed her and ran downstairs. "Why do me and my sisters have to leave?!" I yelled. They just looked at me. "Are you guys deaf?! Answer my god damn question!" I yelled. Mrs. Gunnarsen stood up and walked over to me. "You've hurt our family and you've caused us to much trouble. We would like you to leave our house hold so we can have decent lives" she said. I rolled my eyes at her remark. "Don't roll your eyes at me!" She snapped. "Oh! I'm sorry! Do I have to respect a women who's kicking me out?!" I yelled. I walk into the kitchen. Samantha followed me. "Callista! Stop!" She said. "Stop what?! Living?! Being myself?! I'm sorry I like who I am!" I said. "That's not what I meant!" She said. "Then what do you mean?!" I yelled. I walked passed her and into the bathroom. I started screaming. When I opened the door they were all standing there. I smiled a fake smile. "Before I leave I have one more thing I have to do!" I said. I ran into my old room. I picked a piece of wood up that worked as a bat. I swung it at the windows. I broke each one. Mr. Gunnarsen tried to pull me back. I punched him in the mouth. "Leave me the fuck alone will you?!" I screamed. Mrs. Gunnarsen covered Emma's ears. I rolled my eyes and dropped the wood. "All done!" I said. I walked past Martinus bumping his shoulder in the obnoxious way. He grabbed my arm and punched me in the lip. I fell back and my lip was bleeding. "So it's gonna be that way?!" I yelled. I stood up. I grabbed a vase and slammed it on the floor. Marcus had a guilty look on his face. "What's wrong Marcus?!" I yelled. He looked scared. "What the hell is wrong?!" I screamed. He looked down at his feet and then I knew instantly what was wrong. I gasped. "It was you? Wasn't it? Who wanted me to leave?" I said. He looked up scared. Tears filled my eyes. I walked back in the bedroom. I grabbed the wood. I hit my head with it and blacked out. I wasn't in a hospital I was in a car. My sisters arm was around me. She was crying. I sat up. "Where are we going?" I asked. "To the police office, and then the hospital" she responded. "What? Why?" I said while feeling where I hit my head. There was a bit of dried blood. "For you" she responded. "Why me?" I asked. She looked at me with tears in her eyes. "Cause your like dad. You need help before it's to late" she said. I felt dizzy. "Stop the car!" I hollered. The driver stopped the car and I ran out. I threw up. Camryn held my hair back. "I'm horrible person!" I said before I threw up again. "No, you're not! Dad has just gotten to you and it's rubbing off on you!" She replied. I stood up straight. "No, I am! I could've stopped Joey from kissing me but instead I let him kiss me! If I had stopped him we wouldn't be in this mess!" I yelled. She didn't respond and she didn't have to because I threw up again. When we climbed back in the car I slept the whole way there. I was awoken by Camryn and we walked into the hospital. Camryn talked to the doctor for a bit and he nodded his head as she was talking. The doctor directed us into a room and told me to sit in this chair. I sat down and waited and waited. The doctor appeared through a glass window with my sisters and a few other doctors and nurses next to him. Then the door opened. Martinus walked in with a doctor behind him. The doctor walked over to me and tied my hands together. I was confused. The doctor nodded at Martinus and left. I just sat there looking at the floor. "I'm sorry!" I whispered while a tear fell off my cheek. "What?" Martinus said. "I'm sorry!" I said louder while looking up. "I just don't know what to do! Love is to confusing! I wish I didn't have to love but I do and the love that I'm scared of is the love I have for you!" I said. A tear fell off his cheek. "I'm insane because of love! I'm insane because... I love you!" I said. I fell to the floor crying and gasping for air. Martinus kneeled down across from me. He untied my hands. I looked up at him. He gave me a sad smile. He put his hand on my cheek. "I knew you would love!" He said. He leaned in closer to me. But before his lips touched mine his hand left my cheek. I opened my eyes and I was back in that shed where I was captured. Martinus was on the ground with blood tricking from his head. I started to breathe heavily. I saw myself on the ground and gasped. I tried to speak but I couldn't. Then it turned white and I was back at the hospital. It was me holding Martinus's hand while he was in the hospital bed. "Stay with me!" I whispered. Then there was a long beep. I looked up at a monitor and it was a line showing his heartbeat. He was dead. I started crying heavily. Then I came back to reality. I fell to the ground. It was getting hard for me to breathe. Martinus was shaking me while crying violently. He was saying stuff but I couldn't hear what he was saying. "Martinus!" I croaked. "I love you!" I said. I couldn't hear him but all I saw was that his mouth said "I love you too!" Then I blacked out.