Martyr's Love (GXG)

Chapter Twenty-One

Nagising ako ng merong naka yakap sa akin. And at that very instant ay bigla kong na alala yung kagabi. She love me and she almost kiss me. When she lean close to me bigla na lang siyang bumagsak sa balikat ko at nakatulog. Kung hindi lang siya lasing ay baka natuloy yun. Tatayo na sana ako para mag prepare ng breakfast pero humigpit yung pag kakayakap niya sa akin.

"Dito ka lang sa tabi ko please..." Sabi niya with her sleepy voice "wag mo akong iwan."

I look at her kung nag sleep talk ba siya o gising na. But I guess she's half awake already.

"I will not leave. I'll just prepare breakfast."

"We'll do that later.." Sagot niya "dito ka lang please." Then she pull me closer to her. Making me feel her whole body at my back and her warm breath at the back of my neck.

Bigla kong na alala yung ganitong scenario between me and Cassy. But no, i should not think of her. She already decided she don't want me to her life not even a friend.

"Harap ka dito." Narinig kong sabi niya.

"Hmmmm??"

Hindi na siya nag salita pa she hold my waist and guide my body paharap sa kanya. I saw her looking at me. As if she is memorizing every part of it.

"About the last night..."

I cut her off "i know your drunk.."

"No.." She cut me off "it's all true Andy. I really do love you, Andy, not just a friend. I love you and I want you to be my lover."

Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya.

"I know you still love her or you will always love her pero wala akong pakialam Andy. Mahal kita at gagawin ko ang lahat for you to love me."

"Eunice you don't deserve this." Sabi ko. She don't deserve to be a rebound. She deserve to be love. Yung buo. Yung walang kahati. Because she is so good.. So perfect just to be a rebound. "You don't deserve me."

"I don't care who I deserve Andy." She look at me so lovingly "Ikaw lang. Sapat na yun."

"But.."

"No buts.. For now on you are mine. And I am yours, all yours alone." Then she kiss me on my forehead and to my nose. She look at me "and this."she put her finger to my lips "i'll just kiss this pag mahal mo na ako." Then she smile and kiss my forehead again. "Tara na. Lets prepare breakfast. Baka ano pa magawa ko sayo" Saka siya tumayo.

What did she just said? Shemay hindi ko alam yung gagawin ko. Hindi ako makagalaw.

"Oh bakit hindi ka pa tumatayo?" She asked me. Suddenly there is a playful smile that form into her lips "oh baka naman you just want to stay in bed and cuddle all day." She slowly walk back to the bed "willing ako. Sabihin mo lang." She said it in her very seductive voice. Habang sobrang lapit ng mukha niya sa mukha.

Mabilis akong napatayo sa kama at dumiretcho papunta sa pinto dahil sa pag kakataranta ko.

"I love you baby ko!" sigaw niya bago ako tuluyang makalabas ng kwarto niya. 

Hindi ko alam pero na guguluhan ako sa ngyayari. Sobrang bilis ng pangyayari. 

So kami na? Girlfriend ko na siya? Sabi niya I am hers and she's mine na daw eh. So anong ibig sabihin nun?

I tried to slip off my confusion and immediately went to the kitchen. I prepared breakfast at kumuha na din ako ng advil sa cabinet and prepare fresh orange juice for her para sa hang over niya.

"Oh inumin mo toh." sabay lapag ng advil at nung ginawa kong fresh orange juice ng mabutan ko siyang nakaupo sa may dining area. Alam ko naman kasi na may hang over pa siya. Halos maubos ba naman niya yung dalawang bote ng wine eh.