"Hey babe!" Naka ngiti kong bati kay Eunice pagkapasok ko ng kitchen. I hug her back and kiss her on her cheek.
"Ang sweet naman ng babe ko." Naka ngiti nitong sabi habang busy sa pag mimix. I guess gagawa siya ng cake.
"Naman.. Mas sweet pa ako dyan sa cake na gagawin mo."
She giggle.
It's exactly 7 months since I decided to focus my attention on Eunice. And everyday masaya ako that I made that decision. There is no regret or anything. Everyday I'm loving her and seriously I love her.
I dip my hand to her mix.
"Hey!" sita ni Eunice saka humarap sa akin.
"Yummy!" parang bata kong sabi when I taste it.
"Babe naman eh.." she whine "mamaya mo na tikman."
"Masarap naman babe eh.. there is nothing to worry about. Sa sala lang ako ah.." sabi ko sabay kiss sa cheeks niya at iniwanan siya. I open the TV and watch my favorite cartoon.
Sa kakapanood ko hindi ko namalayan na naka tulog na pala ako.
Nagising ako ng may ramdaman akong gumagapang sa mukha ko. From my eye brow to the bridge of ky nose and when that finger reach my lips I open my mouth and slightly bit it.
"Ouch!" She said then I giggle.
"Ikaw babe ah.. Kahit tulog ako pinag nanasahan mo ako." Saka ako dumilat. Saka ko na realize na naka unan pala ako sa lap niya. "Akin na." Sabay kuha sa daliri niya na kinagat ko. I kiss it. "Okey na."
"Bakit mo kasi kinagat?"
"Wala lang. Sorry babe" I yawn
"Antok ka pa? Sige na tulog ka muna." Tapos tinakpan niya ang mata ko gmit ang kamay niya
Umiling ako sabay tanggal ng mga kamay niya
"How was your weekend?" She ask. Hindi kasi kami nag kita last week because her photo shoot.
"It was a blast babe. As usual makulit ang barkada eh." Masaya kong sabi sa kanya.
"Good. So how about you and Cassy?"
Natigilan ako sa tanong niya.
"Well," i pause "were getting along" saka umupo ng maayos.
"Is there something I have to be jealous about?"
Napatingin ako sa kanya. She never open a topic about Cassy. Ngayon lang.
"Babe why are you asking me this question?"
"So there is?" I really don't know why she's pushing this conversation.
"Babe.. Wala okey?" I honestly told her "i love you.. Ikaw lang." Then I kiss her on the tip of her nose.
I saw her blush.
"Seriously babe? Until now nag blu-blush ka pa din pag kini kiss kita?"
"Well, i guess I am." Then she put her hand around my neck "you always have these effect on me." Then she crash her lips to mine. "I love you so much babe." She said between our kisses.
"I love you too." I genuinely said as my hand is holding the helm of her shirt.
Our kiss is turning me on. Meeenn... I can't take this anymore. One of my hand is already under her shirt feeling the heat that igniting from her body and the other one is on her slender arms.
Pero bago pa man may mangyari we hear noisy coming from the kitchen.
"D@mn!" She curse and immediately get up. As if she forget something that she must do "yung cake." Sabi pa niya "wait lang." Saka nag madaling pumunta sa kitchen.
"I love you babe!" Sigaw ko habang tumatawa.
"I know!" She replied.
I can't help but to smile. I am happy to have her in my life. She's the best thing that I had..
"Kumain ka na?" Tanong ni Cassy sa akin. When I went inside the kitchen.
"Yeah...but I don't mind eating one slice of sandwich." I answered "and a cake?" I lift the container kung saan nakalagay yung cake.
"Well that's nice" She smile as she answer. And walk passed me to go the table.
"Sarap ng cake." she said "Did Eunice baked this?"
tumango ako
"Nice.. pwede ng mag asawa." commento niya "Wag mo ng pakawalan."
"Wala naman akong balak pakawalan siya eh."
Nakita kong natigilan siya kasi she's about to drink water.
"That's good to hear." saka tinuloy na yung pag inom ng tubig.
It's true. Totoo yung sinabi ko Cassy wala akong balak pakawalan ni Eunice. Because I love her... I love her now.. and I will love her more.
"Hmmm.. maybe next month lilipat na ako duon sa unit ko."
"That soon?" tanong ko. It was just yesterday nung sinabi ninya sa akin na she will move out from our unit dahil malapit yun sa pag OOJT-han niya. "Hindi pa naman mag start yun until the end of this semester."
"I think I need it." then she look at me. As if she's telling me something. But she's the first one too look away "Para makapag adjust na din ako."
"How about school?" I ask.
"There is nothing to worry about." She said "i can manage. Hindi naman sa lahat ng oras nasa tabi kita."
I look at her with a disbelieve. In passed months okey naman kami. I wonder why she's saying these, now.
"Don't get me wrong." As if she read what I am thinking "it's just that.. You have Eunice.. you have your girlfriend."
"Kaibigan kita Cassy."
"Ofcourse.. it's just that marami ng nag bago Andy..." Saka tumayo. Hindi ko napansin tapos na pala siya kunain "even us." She smile before she left.
I took a deep breath. I'm trying to understand things. And at this point I did.
Everything seems so perfect... Everything is on the right place.. Yun bang wala na akong mahihiling pa... I have my friends and sister who support me.. I finish my college badminton career as a champion, Graduation is coming and I am the lead contender for magna cum laude And I have a loving girlfriend who I love so much and love me too.
But things change.. My world turn 360 degree... My world turn upside down... My perfect world turn to dust.. Colours turn to gray.. I am lost.. My heart brake... I am broken again.. When she left... Without a word she left. Eunice left me in chaos.
BINABASA MO ANG
Martyr's Love (GXG)
Storie d'Amore*Please note that this story was written in 2013-2014. Sobrang daming typos and grammatical error because I never update it. Publishing it now because some requested it. Anyway, thank you for reading this story. If loving her is a heartache for me...
