Martyr's Love (GXG)

Chapter Fifty One - Final Chapter

Its been months since it happened..

A lot of things change.. Things that I never thought would change.

As if for the passed months the whole world change.

I never stop thinking about it.

At kahit sa paniginip ko andun siya..

The day when she left.. the day when she turn her back on me.

Sabi nila once you turn your back to someone you have to travel the whole world para makaharap mo ulit siya.

But I guess people never realized na yung taong tinalikuran mo would also travel away.. na that person will not stay kung saan mo siya iniwan.. Na that person will also move... that the person have to continue the life na meron siya despite the fact na iniwan siya ng taong importante sa kanya... na kailangan niyang hanapin ang sarili niya.. para buohin ang sarili niya dahil tinalikuran siya ng taong hindi niya inaasahan

And I think its not just the whole world you need to travel para makita siya ulit.. I guess you need to spend your whole life para hanapin siya ulit.

But then again, you might find the person.. you might see each other again... but for sure it will never be the same person ever again.

Coz between those times that your not together.. that person change.. in a way never you though.. the way never expect.

I never thought that loosing her that day would change alot of things... but it does.. and it made me realize alot of things..

Something that I am so sure of.. something I know I can't deny.

I am rushing myself to the lobby of the building.

And d@mn I am late to my meeting..

I am busy on tapping my phone para sabihan ang secretary ko na im on my way up na at para hindi ako bugahan ng apoy si Jam sa sobang inis sa akin.

I am late for almost 15 minutes... And I know Jam she hates being late.. especially now na importante ang meeting na ito.

"I'm sorry.." I immedietly said as a body collide on me.

Geez.. kung minamalas ka nga naman... Bakit ngayon pa kung kelan nag mamadali ako eh meron pa akong ma babangga.

"Sorry." sabi ko

Mabilis akong yumuko para tulungan siyang puluti ang mga na lag lag na gamit nito.

But there is a strange feeling I felt ng makita ko ang isang papel.. the hand writting is familliar to me.. then her scent too..

My heart starts to beat abnormally.. parang gusto niyang kumawala sa dibdib ko..

"It's fine."

May kung anong kuryente ang dumaloy sa buo kong katawan as I hear those 2 words...

Biglang hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko.. I feel like I am frozen for this very moment...

Should I look up para makasigurado ako kung siya nga yun... yung taong matagal ko ng hindi na kikita.

My mind said NO.. but D@mn.. I just did what my heart is shouting...

I slowly look up.. and finally see her...

the girl who left me.. the girl who runaway from me.

the strand of her hair is blocking her perfect face... but my eyes see her clearly as if walang kahit anong nakatakip sa mukha niya.

I am just looking at her.. stun at her perfect presence..

I am staring at her until she finally look up and met my gaze na lalong nag pabilis ng tibok ng puso ko..... I feel like the whole world stops right now.. I don't hear anything.. I don't see anything.. All I ever know is that the only thing that exist right now is me who is looking at her.