Martyr's Love (GXG)

Chapter Thirty-Two

"Anong ng yari?" agad na tanong sa akin ni Cams pag dating niya sa ospital.

Pero hindi ako nakasagot... I look at her... I just lose all the words .. Niyakap ko na lang siya and she hug me back.

"Everything will be fine." sabi niya as she hug me tighter. Comforting me at this time. 

This is all my fault hindi dapat siya andito sa sitwasyong ito kung sumama na ako sa kanya una pa lang. Nung sinabi niya na umuwi na kami. Wala siya dapat dito kung nakinig lang ako. 

"Kamusta siya Ate Raffy?" tanong ni Cams pagkatapos niya akong paupuin muna. I just look at them. 

"Hindi ko pa alam Cams.. hindi pa lumalabas yung doctor eh." kita sa mata nito ang pag aalala kay Cassy. D@mn.. I have to admit I have to thank her kasi andun siya nung oras na yun.. habang hawak hawak ko yung duguang katawan ni Cassy. Habang hindi ko alam yung gagawin ko nung mga oras na yun. 

"Kamusta na siya doc?" agad na tanong nila ate Raffy ng lumabas yung doctor sa emergency room.

He look serious and I can't help but to feel nervous kung ano man ang sasabihin niya. 

"She's safe now." nakahinga ako ng maluwag sa narinig ko. "She'll be transfer to her room now."

"Thank you doc." narinig kong sabi ni ate Raffy. 

"She's safe  now Andy." sabi ni cams na katabi ko ngayon habang hinagagod yung likod ko "Huwag ka ng mag alala pa."

Tumango naman ako. 

"Bakit Cassy? Bakit mo ginawa yun?" tanong ko sa kanya habang pinag mamasdan ko siya. She's still unconscious until now. Hindi ko mapigilan ang mapaiyak while looking at her state. I am still guilty for what had happened at kung may hindi mang magandang ngyari sa kanya. Sigurado akong hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko. 

I caress her face.. just now.. ngayon ko lang ulit siya na titigan ng ganito. I can see stress on her face.. I see dark circles under her eyes.. ako ba ang may gawa nito? Am I the reason of this? Geezz.. 

"Andy.." tawag sa pangalan ko kaya bigla kong inalis yung kamay ko sa mukha ni Cassy. Lumingon ako sa tumawag sa akin. She walk across me habang nakatingin kay Cassy.

"Alam mo ba nung highschool kami.. People think that Cassandra is naive.. innocent.. frigile..  Pero hindi nila alam how adventurous she is.. how tough she is.." she pause and laugh slightly "and how bully she is. Alam mo ba madalas niya akong binubully noon. Lagi siyang may baong pang bara at pang asar sa akin." I look at her she's smiling as if she's remembering those memories "But I know behindi those things...I know she care... Care too much" She pauise and look at me. And I can't stand how ate Raffy is looking at me right now. As if she's telling something. something... I don't exactly know. I look away. "But she changed a lot." I heard her say "When I look at her she seems to have a big wall infront of her.. behind those smile that she shown I feel different..."

I cut her off "Why are you saying this to me Ate Raffy?" While I am looking at Cassy.

"I am saying this because I know sa lahat ng tao.. you are the only person who can break those walls... who can take off her mask."

"I don't think ako yung tamang tao para dyan Ate." I answer her honestly. 

"No Andy. You are."  she answer "I know your friendship went through ups and down.. and I know right now your having a hard time but.."

"You don't know any thing ate Raffy." inis kong sabi.  

I think she pause on what I had said.

"I'm sorry." paumanhin ko.