Hades | Completed✔

#37 Had not Have ✔

Jane's POV

"Jane." He called for the fifth time.

I couldn't reply, I couldn't say anything.

This has to be a lie. He cannot die.

He cannot leave me, this can't be happening.

I slowly shook my head, connecting my eyes with his worried ones, "Why are you lying?"

He pursed his lips, then pulled me in a tight hug, "It's okay Jane, everything will be fine."

No tears were shed. No sobs. No panic attacks.

I pulled myself away from Hades. He's supposed to be my mate. Mates don't lie.

"Jane," He called softly.

"Leave me alone please." I mumbled.

He shook his head, "I can't leave you."

"Please Hades."

He sighed and stood up, pecking my forehead, he left me alone.

"Why didn't you warn me?" I whispered.

No one answered.

"Is he really dead?" My voice was blank.

Yes~

"No." I whispered, "Bring him back. Please."

I sat in the corner of the room and pulled my knees to my chest.

I keep losing them.

"Bring him back." I whispered.

I felt a dark cloud form on the top of my head, I clinched my teeth from cluttering.

I'm next.

"How?" My voice cracked, still fighting against reality.

Suicide~

Of course..

I inhaled as much as I could, then let out an ear shattering scream. I screamed until my heart weakened. I screamed until my throat hurt. I screamed until my mind went blank, and my thoughts jumbled. I screamed until I heard thunder inside my head. I screamed until I saw Hades and Layla burst in, faces full of panic. I continued screaming.

For being a miserable daughter.

For being selfish.

Stupid.

Annoying.

Unworthy.

Disgusting.

I screamed for myself.

For dad.

Hades.

Evangeline.

Layla.

Ezra.

For my pack, who's unlucky to have a Luna like me.

Slowly, those screams turned into sobs.

I was pulled in the arms of the one I love, but my heart was hurting too much, I couldn't control the tears; I yearned for my father. I wanted him. I was supposed to protect him. Take care of him. But I failed.

I tried to push Hades away, but he didn't let go, he kept me in his arms.

"Hades let go!" I screamed, "I want to be alone!" I sobbed loudly.

"I won't ever leave you Jane, never again." He promised.

"But I don't want-" I sobbed, "Oh it hurts so much!" I grabbed my chest.