Indelible Love

Chapter 49

Liam's P.O.V

Life has been a hell for me. Ganito pala yung buhay ka at patay at the same time.

After Tanya gave birth to my healthy baby boy, Samantha disappeared. I know. I know the moment she said that she's sleepy and she wants to go home, she'll leave me.

Sinabi sa akin ni Zeus nang tawagin niya ako sa emergency room. I was startled at first that I couldn't move.

She will leave me again and this time I know... she will leave for sure. She'll forget everything about us... about me. The pain is a damn.

Nasasaktan siya and it was because of me. I'm afraid of losing her, yes, but I couldn't stand seeing her suffer in my stead. I couldn't afford seeing her crying that's why I let her be. I let her go because that's the least thing I can do to lessen the pain she's been through.

The scandal 2 years ago that made us like this. I didn't believe in that because I know Samantha very well and it's not her thing. But I am big coward. I am a jerk that's why I pushed her away. I told her things that I didn't mean and called her names she doesn't deserve.

I loved her but I have a trust issue. I can't give her that because I was traumatized on my first relationship. Si Tanya. She cheated. I accepted her and in the end she left me for her career.

Natakot ako na kapag tinanggap ko ulit si Samantha, she'll have the right to break me. Akala ko parang kay Tanya, makakalimutan ko rin siya but hell I can't.

She marked me. She marked my whole body and soul and so I decided to take my chances. Bumalik ako sa kanya. Pinag-isipan ko ng mabuti ang lahat. I will forgive her and we'll forget everything.

Pumunta ako sa bahay nila with roses on my hands. I tried my luck but she left already. Iniwan niya ako like how Tanya did. Iniwan niya ako just when I'm about to accept her.

Nung iwan ako ni Tanya hindi ko siya hinabol and I stayed where I am. But then with Samantha, I don't think I can stay. I don't think I can let her have another man. Thinking how another man can touch her, kiss her, hug her, and even wonder her body. I can't let that happen. She is mine. Only mine.

I immediately called my secretary to book me a flight. Pumasok ako sa kotse ako at pinaharurot ito sa airport but then a truck got in my way at hindi ko na alam kung anong nangyari, the only thing I knew is that I needed to stop Samantha from leaving me because I can't live without her.

Nang magising ako, things were different. I know. Tinignan ko ang babaeng nakapikit habang hinahalikan ang noo ko. Her kissed gave me comfort for some reason I don't know. Nang magsalita ito na gising na ako, I had the chance to look at her. I haven't seen her my whole life. She's beautiful and more prettier without make-up. Tumawag siya ng mga nurse at doktor.

After a minute, nagsidatingan sila Zeus, Zach, Terrence and her sister then Mom. Tinanong ko kung sino siya and she was surprised. Namamalikta lang yata ako but I saw pain in her eyes that time. At hindi ko alam kung bakit parang may suntok sa dibdib ko.

Tinignan ko si Mommy at ganun din ang reaksyon niya actually lahat sila. Tinanong ko kung na saan si Tanya but Mom she was in america. She left me again for her modelling career. We'll I'm long distance anyway.

Nang hindi makasagot ang babae, I got annoyed. Hindi ko alam kung anong dahilan. Kaya tinanong ko ulit. I didn't mean to be rude kaya agad akong napagsabihan ng kapatid ni Terrence. Pinigilan siya ni Zeus. I got surprised when she talked. So her name is Nicole. She said she's  just a friend but I know it's not. I had this feeling that we're not just friend.

Kinaumagahan, bumisita silang lahat sa akin then umalis agad. Ang natura lang ay si Zeus. Tinanong ko siya kung nasaan si Nicole.

" Ahhh... the sexy chick? " sinamaan ko siya ng tingin pero tumawa lang ito.