Cruel Intentions

Chapter 1: The confession

I'm now back in New York for next semester of school at Cornell. I'm not the same like I was last summer in Chicago. I'm more confident and inspirational. My parents are worried ever since the accident but I can handle myself It's like I've become a bad ass since then thanks to my guardian angel.

I make my way down the hall to my dorm room, when I accidently bumped into some guy. My paperwork fell upon the floor, the guy quickly bends down and helps me with my papers. When we're done our eyes meet. Now I'm looking at one beautiful creature, his black dark hair and emerald green eyes. Gosh, I wanted to melt. I become speechless and stare at him like he stole something.

''Sorry about that I can be a real clutch sometimes, I didn't mean to bump into you like that.'' said the beautiful creature.

''It's fine, everybody has their days. Ummm... thanks for helping me though I really appreciate it."I

replied.

''By the way, I'm Matthew Johnson. And you? He said.

Brain fart. Rebecca's brain is officially turned off. Ughh snap out if it...don't you see he's talking to you.

''Uhh.. I'm Rebecca Smith.'' I said.

''Nice to meet you Rebecca." He replied with a smile.

Gosh, his smile is so perfect and bright. I just met him and he already knows how to make me speechless. His light tan skin, his medium biceps, and cute dimples.

''Nice to meet you too, Matthew." I.said.

''Well, I guess I'll see you around maybe." He said.

''Okay sure."

We shook hands and made our separate ways. I continued my way to my dorm room, I took out the key out of my pocket and inserted the key in the lock. I pushed open the door with my knee. I set down my things on the nearby table. I make my way to the closet to hang my purse and change into something to more comfortable. My roommate Sasha is nowhere to be found, she's probably out with her rock star boyfriend Kenny as usual.

I slip off all my clothes until I am in bare skin, I grab my towel and wrap it around my body. I make my way to the bathroom, and turn on the shower in my preferable temperature. I slip out of the towel and make my way in the shower. I just stand there and let the water hit my skin. I go into deep thought about all the things that happened to me. I just couldn't stop replaying that day Sebastian died in my head...I couldn't help but tear up a little. I missed him so much..I wished that day never happened. I blame myself. I hate Vivian so much, she's a devil. Now she can just go on knowing she caused her brother to die. I haven't told you guys everything single thing....

At Sebastian's funeral while Vivian was making her so called innocent speech, I've made printouts of his journal of the parts he talks about the bet, Cecile and Vivian. Cecile is one of the girls Sebastian had sex with, she plays a huge role, she is is suppose to be the innocent inexperienced daughter. She's in love with her cello teacher Daniel which Vivian had slept with. She is trying to expose Cecile to the whole student body because she found out that Cecile is with her ex boyfriend who dumped her badly. Vivian is the one that told Daniel that he abused her so Daniel went out to find Sebastian.

When he found him, he started throwing punches at Sebastian. Sebastian was trying to tell him that Vivian was lying but he wouldn't listen. But that wasn't the only reason he was trying to fight Sebastian. He also found out that Sebastian had slept with Cecile which made the case worse. I was looking for Sebastian because he gave his journal and broke up with me. I seen the two of them fighting. I ran and tried to stop the fight. Until I was pushed in the middle of the road when Sebastian came and push me out of the way, then right before my eyes he got hit and flew onto the ground...

Blood everywhere. Daniel and I rushed over to him. I held him close to my heart, trying to keep him with me. He was dying slowly... his last words were... ''I love you." I never forgot those I cherish them in my heart till this day.

I made printouts of his journal and Cecile and I passed them out to the student body outside the church. Some students went inside to tell them what was going on. Vivian watched some students leave. She couldn't even finish her speech...students starting reading as soon as possible. When Vivian came outside, they finally knew the real evil her. Cecile even gave her a copy, all those cruel words Sebastian wrote. About how she wears her cross necklace filled with cocaine with it. That she simply pulls out and snorts when she gets the chance. They knew about me, my pain and struggle. They knew about Cecile too but they understood.

They knew everything. Her father grabbed her cross opened it and cocaine dropped on the floor. He shook his head at her shamefully.

This was for Sebastian....my guardian angel.