Cruel Intentions

Chapter 13: Last summer's memories P.1

We were on our way back to the school campus, our little getaway was fun but it's time to go back to what I call college. We decided to leave early so we can work more on the speech in the school library. We're going to go see Sasha later on in the day to meet up with her really concerned. They are not too happy about the situation but they're supporting her no matter what.

I began to stare out the window, I've been thinking deeply lately and it replays in my head everyday. It was like it follows me...the fond memories of Sebastian and the deframtion  of Vivian...I don't really know what happened to her after I left that summer..everything is kind of a huge blur..

Past memories....

''I don't care what you say. The fact of the matter is that I was planning on telling her everything this afternoon.'' Sebastian said.

''Oh, that's right, I forgot, you're so in love. Do you honestly believe you've done a complete 180 in the few days you've known her? Well let me tell you something, people don't change overnight. You and I are two of a kind. At least I have the guts to admit it. You were going to leave school a legend, now you're going to leave a joke.'' Vivian said harshly.

'' Well, I'm willing to take my chances.'' Sebastian said.

''Don't do it, Sebastian. Not only will you ruin your reputation, you'll destroy hers.''

Later after our break up....

''What shall we toast to?'' Sebastian asked.

''To my triumph'' Vivian said smiling.

'It's not my choice but your call. To your triumph over Becca.'' Sebastian said sipping his glass of champagne

Vivian laughed in her evil way...

''What's so funny?'' Sebastian said in a stern voice.

''Silly rabbit. My triumph isn't over her. Its over you.'' Vivian replied.

''Come again?'' Sebastian said leaning on her table.

''You were very much in love with her. And you're still in love with her. But it amused me to make you ashamed of it. You gave up on the first person you ever loved because I threatened your reputation. Don't you get it? You're just a toy, Sebastian. A little toy I like to play with. And now you've completely blown it with her. I think it's the saddest thing I've ever heard.'' Vivian said while drinking her champagne.

''Tastes good. So, I assume you've come here to make arrangements. But unfortunately, I don't fuck losers.'' She said laughing.

Letter to Becca 

''Dear Becca, I don't know what I could possibly say that would rectify the harm I've caused you. The truth of the matter is that being with you was the only time I have ever been happy. My whole life has been a joke. I prided myself on taking joy in others' misery. Well, it finally backfired. I succeed in hurting the first person I ever loved. Enclosed is my most prized possession. My journal. For a long time I considered it my trophy. A sordid collection of my conquests. If you really want to know the truth than please read it. No more lies. Please give me another chance. I'm a wreck without you.''

Our horrible break up...

''There's something I have to tell you.'' Sebastian said

''Tell me.'' I said..

''This isn't working out for me anymore.'' Sebastian said calmly.

''Yeah me nethier.'' I said kissing him but he had no response.