Pure Lust (For Hire #3) [R]

Chapter 49

Noah

with Keaton, nagpunta kami sa orphanage na tumawag sknya kanina para tignan kung si Lily nga ba ang bata na nasa Orphan na 'yun o hindi, kailangan ko parin makita at puntahan kahit walang kasigaraduhan.

i was longing for my baby for passed 3 years since Veronica took her away from me. “Lily...” i was looking at the picture and i'm sure it was my baby lily.

my tears almost fell. “a american and filipina adopt her, three years ago and her name now is Catherine West.” west? i can find her on myself now, since i am half American my parents can help me find my child on their connections maybe? i need to find her.

“thank you, for this informations.”

i am happy, soon as i can i will find my child in U.S and i am sure? i can find her quickly. my baby needs me and my baby that i lost, i won't let anyone took her away from me again. i should get back here soon as i can before, i should have her now. but, Veronica took her away from me, damn. yes! she's the reason why i came back, to see and meet my child but what she did? she took her away from me.

[ flash back: 3 yesrs ago ]

Umuwi ako from America para lang makita ang anak ko, tumakas ako from a business partner's meeting after that meeting yesterday i ask to set me a flight to Philippines soon as it set, i heard that she gave a birth to my daughter.

“where is my daughter?” salubong na tanong ko kay Veronica napansin kong wala ang bata dito, nasa nursery ba sya? nandun ba ang baby ko? “where my is my baby? is she in the nursery?” i asked but no one respond.

“she's dead.”

walang emosyon tumingin ako kay Veronica, no. she's not dead.. she can't be dead! hindi, hindi totoo sinasabi nya, sinasabi nya lang yan para umalis ako hindi ako aalis hangga't wala ang anak ko.

she can't lie to me. “don't hide my daughter, where is she?” i asked her again, i won't stop asking her.

“SHE'S DEAD, NOAH.” no, i will never believe with your lies, Veronica.

[ End of Flashback ]

i know that my baby is still alive but they keep telling me that she's dead, i always asking her where is Lily pero kahit kailan di siya umamin kaya kusa akong gumawa ng paraan nilapit ko sarili ko kay Veronica ulit para lang makuha ko si Lily, para may malaman ako kung saan ba nila itinatago ang anak ko o kung pinaampon man nila, kanino at saan?

Veronica isn't that good at lying.

i got drunk and still drive myself home, home? is this my home? i open the door and the face of veronica was the first i saw.

“Noah? what the hell are you doing here?” ngumiti ako and i pinned her to the wall, ano nga bang ginagawa ko dito? nandito ako para sa anak ko, siya ang dahilan bakit nawala ang anak namin kaya dapat ko syang sisihin.

tinignan ko sya sa mga mata nyang panay ang iwas. “ikaw ang rason bakit wala si Lily saakin, kasalanan mo 'to veronica.” paninisi ko sknya, totoo naman na sya ang dahilan bakit nagkaganito ang buhay ko.

she pushed me away.

“w-wala naman akong kasalanan, Noah. pinilit akong dalhin sya sa Orphanage.” inaamin nya bang dinala nya talaga sa orphan ang anak namin?

ngumisi ako. “are you saying na talagang dinala mo sa orphan ang anak natin?” dahan-dahan sya tumango kaya napahampas ako sa pader.

“damn it!”

i gave her a kiss that she will never forget, a kiss of pain. a sex that i'll make sure of her suffer from taking my daughter away, she'll pay for what she did to me.