Pure Lust (For Hire #3) [R]

Epilogue

Almira

for the passed years that i met Keaton, he is a nice guy. a intelligent and smart one, he dream with his life and he dream to be perfect one, to live with full of love and support the love? he had that love but support? he never had it from his own father, step father to be exact. Keaton's life has a lie inside has a mysterious like my own life, happiness with a mysterious inside. Keaton and I, has a big difference when it comes to life things.

he is full of lies while me? Mysterious, i have a complete life. yeah, comeplete life.

“Almira?” i stayed in Europe in a Hotel, since i don't want to get worry about living in a House of Jay's. its awkward so i just live alone in a hotel instead of living with him, we are not couples i don't want anyone to think i am having a relationship with him. “yeah?” he gave me something i should look for.

“he's coming.”

i think about it for a days, if Keaton finds out i'm living here in Europe? he'll find for me and that moment is today, he's here and he wants to talk to me.

i didn't see this coming, bahala na basta ako? i'm enough and happy with my baby, i'm pregnant when i leave of course this will come about he'll follow me here, if i know he already knew that i'm leaving but he never spoke anything about that.

Wala na si Jay kaya naman naupo ako sa isang Pwesto dito while waiting for my food of course, tahimik lang akong kumakain ng may bigla nalang may nagsalita.

“can i join you?” that voice is familiar with me that makes me stop and take a look of that, Keaton. its been a weeks since i came here, i missed seeing his face. i didn't replied and he just sit on the seat infront of me.

i sighs. “why are you here?” i asked.

sana naman hindi nya kasama si Veronica dahil kung makikipag usap sya? ayoko ng may kakambal na gulo dahil for sake, lagi nalang gulo inabot ko sknila at sawa na ako sa away at gulo, dito nalang ako matatamihimik ng matagalan wag naman sana nilang kuhanin ang kagustuhan kong saya at walang away na ngyayari dahil saakin o sknya.

“I came here to talk to you.”

“yes, of course and i know.”

he don't need to ask but i don't know how will i fix everything between us i don't want to see him? yes, i repeated saying it before but it makes me realize we still need to talk about us, that i already finish between us because i'm making everything worse.

it's worse than i expect. “uhm, about us?” he started, bumuntong hininga ako ano pa ba ang dapat kong asahan? of course its all abou us, he came here for me.

“almira i love you so much.” huminga ako ng malalim at tinignan si Keaton, lagi nalang bang ganito gagawin nya? pahirapan ako, pahirapan ang nararamdaman ko? hirap na hirap na ako at nagtitiis na nga lang ako, at pinalalala nya ang lahat sa ginagawa nya eh.

he hold my hand. “come back to me.” he sound like begging, inalis ko agad ang kamay nya na nakahawak saakin, bakit ba nagkakaganito siya? dahil ano? dahil sa'akin?

alam nya naman di na kami pwede dahil di ko pinangarap na maging kabit nya isang araw, ayoko. ang gusto ko? kapag nagmahal ako, ako lang ayoko ng may kahati at ayokong magkasala sa buhay ko.

i don't judge anybody but my life is now complete and i don't need him anymore.

“we can't, Keaton.” yumuko lang sya saakin at may kinuha na singsing at binigay ito saakin na agad kong ibinalik skniya. “Keaton, please? don't make this hard for us, you are making it hard for yourself too.” and i'm worried for you too of course i won't say this if i wasn't worried about you.

ex relationship with benefits? still, he is the man.. a man who cared for people, who has a kindness inside of his heart and he never let him self ate by the angry and pain, he's the one who can sacrifice for everyone or the one he love's sake. he is willing to do everything to protect his love once.

He lied, to protect his love. he even sacrifice, how could fate play us like this? unfair life we had.

“Almira...” umiling ako, we can't be together and we can't never be together again after what happened. “I'm Sorry.” i apologies and leave.

iniwan ko na sya magisa 'don, he need to think about that we can't be together again and everything is in peace, i don't have a plan to make my life as hell again.

in passed few more days and weeks, no more Keaton show up to me and i tried to deactivate my account for a mean time so i can avoid seeing any update about my ex.

“Almira, let's go?” ngumiti ako kay Jay, may schedule ng check up ko for sa ob ko ngayon at sasamahan daw nya ako kahit na tumanggi na ako sknya kase sasamahan nya raw ako eh, so i'm go with it. “okay.” ngumiti ako at tska kami umalis pa-puntang Ospital kung saan ang OB ko.

Jay is taking care of me as what he promised to Dad na di nya ako hahayaan na may mangyaring masama saakin at never nya akong pababayaan lalong-lalo na ang magiging apo niya sa'akin.

lumalaki ng lumalaki ang tiyan ko, mabilis siyang lumaki sa totoo lang kaya nakapag-tataka lang.

“the baby is healthy, just always take your medicines and vitimins in time.” i'm always taking my medicine and vitamins para mas kumapit ang baby ko, ngumiti ako at humawak sa tiyan ko, ang laki ng tiyan ko kahit na nasa halos 2 and half month palang naman 'to?

that's weird, isn't it? this baby bump is too big.

it will be in 4 months before i know the gender, i'm excited and feel so nervous for this little angel of mine.

Years, in a year passed in my life? i'm happy and enough not when i meet Keaton that my life change into mess. yes, my life just suddenly mess because of me being inlove with him, our benefits relationship of us changes into a real relationship. i thought in a passed years complete life can be stay as what i am, but it wasn't because my life turn into mess, because of him.

i never blame anyone even him, i never blame him for coming to my life and changing my life like this. i love him even more, more than how he love me. i never blame anyone and with my words i keep telling myself to stop falling for him because its dangerous, its dangerous for me.. for everyone, for the person i love.

I love my family so much and i had to choose, i had to sacrifice. i love the important people around me, my life change with this. this change my life.

my life with Pure Lust.

- THE END -

a/n: everyone, thank you for giving this story a much support. since i revised this, you still give it a support. thank you guys from the book 1 into this trilogy i made, thank you for my lovely readers and about the second part it will be published next so i expect you to read and support it too just like how you support this? it will be titled as Sinful Lust please kindly support it too guys, thankyou and loveyah. thankyou again for reading this book ^^