BACK To YOU (Old Friend Book 2){KathNiel}

Chapter 40- Message

Drixler's POV

Late na ako nakauwi ng bahay galing trabaho, dyahe kung kelan monthsary namin ni Cassie saka ko naman siya hindi naka-video call, ang isang araw na hindi ko siya masilayan kahit sa screen lang ay parang isang buwan na para sa akin. Anim na buwan, anim na buwan ko ng namimiss siya kahit pa sabihing nakakausap ko siya at nakikita iba parin pag kasama ko siya. Napakarami ko ng namimiss sa kanya kaya titiisin ko ang umuwe ng late galing trabaho matapos ko lang ang dapat kung tapusin, para naman makauwi ako ng Pinas at maka-attend sa kasal ni Louie boy at Brea, at syempre para makasama ko na muli si Cassie.

Nang maayos ko na ang sarili ko, kinuha ko ang laptop na nasa ibabaw ng unan ko, naupo ako sa kama at isinandal ang likod sa headboard. Binuksan ko iyon at agad akong pumunta sa application ng skype, wala akong balak tawagan si Cassie dahil alam kong tulog na iyon at ayaw ko na siyang istorbohin pa sa pagtulog,babasahin ko lang ang mga message niya kung meron man.

Walang iba message si Cassie sa skype, napansin ko na may email siya sa akin. Binuksan ko ang gmail ko at nakita ko sa inbox na may unread message ako na galing sa kanya, binuksan ko ang message niya.

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From: bernardocassie@gmail.com

Love,

So, it's 26th of the month today and I just want to greet you a Happy Happy 6th months to us mahal ko. 6 months na puro tampuhan no? Haha kidding... Honestly, I don't mind getting into fights with you kasi alam ko after ng away, the stronger we are and the closer we are together. Alam mo love ko wala na ako masabi, I redundantly tell you things that I knew I told you before, na sana hindi ka ma-immune or magsawa because those words are real. Sana alam mo kung gaano ka kaimportante sakin at kung gaano ako masasaktan pag nawala ka sakin. I never took you for granted coz I know I'll regret it. I always wanted to tell you how I love you so much, and how I long for your presence now that you're not around. It's lonely here without you My loves. The days have gone by but my feelings for you grow deeper every day. The hardest part is being away from you, but I know that the best part is when we will be together again. I'm longing for that moment. God knows how much I miss you. I miss how it feels your arms wrap around me, your tender kisses and sweet whispers of "I love you". We may be apart, but my love for you stays stronger and sweeter.
I will be so thankful every morning that I'll be able to greet the new day with you by my side. The first thing we do is smile at each other before our eyes are even fully open. Isn't that just beautiful? I just can't wait for this. I love you so much and I know you love me too and this is what makes life so wonderful! Even the tension I might get at work once I'm there can't ruin my days because I know in just a few hours I'll be home with you. I thought I'd try a letter to tell you all this since it's a little harder to have a mishap while I'm sitting still writing, and that way I can get all my thoughts expressed but even this email isn't enough to express everything I wanted to say.
My love, all I ever need is you and all I want is to hold you forever. To laugh with you, to share each moment with you but for now I will wait for that sweet moment. When it comes, I will hold your hands forever. Your laughter is a question I wanted to spend my whole life answering. My heart has room and keeps beating only for you since we started loving each other. To the one who makes me so happy and complete, I can only wish a long life plenty of love and that you never forget the fact that you are being loved with the same intensity of our first kiss. Remember when it was? Sige nga kelan?
And that I always wanted to be the girl who makes your bad days better, and the one that makes you say "my life has changed since I have her". I Love You So Much Drixler Padilla....Mwaaaaah!