Between You And I 💍 - Julian Jara Fanfic

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*Your POV*

I was sitting on the sofa, watching an old episode of Pretty Little Liars. The front door opened, it was Julian. My face lit up when I saw him.

"Hey, Julian." I said. He smiled at me.

"Hey, y/n." Julian replied. He came over to the sofa and sat down next to me. He wrapped one arm around me and placed one hand on my stomach.

"Where's Jennishka and Cat?" He asked.

"They went home. You know, boyfriend stuff." I said. He slowly nodded.

"And how have you been feeling?" He asked.

"The usual. Throwing up, stomach pains, nothing's really changed." I said.

He scratched the back of his neck. He was nervous, I could sense it. He wanted to tell me something, I just wish I knew what it was. I turned so I was properly facing him.

"Julian, are you ok?" I asked. He took a deep breath and sighed.

"Y/n, tomorrow, I want to take you out. For, you know, dinner?" He said, more of a question than a statement. I was a little taken aback at what he'd said.

"Like, as a date?" I asked, awkwardly. He slowly nodded.

"Yes. Well, it doesn't have to be one if you don't want it to be." He replied. You could cut the tension with a knife.

"Yes. I would love to go with you." I said, smiling. A smile also began to creep into his face.

"Thank you. Thank you so much." He said. I was confused.

"For what?" I asked. He chuckled and playfully rolled his eyes.

"For letting me take you out. I didn't know what you would say, I was scared you would say no." He said.

"Why would you be scared?" I asked. He took a deep breath.

"Because I love you and it would break my heart if you said no." He said. I smiled at him.

"Aww, I love you, too, Julian." I said, planting a kiss on his cheek. He sighed. He just wasn't having it.

"No. No, you don't." He said. My smile faded instantly.

"What do you mean? Of course I love you!" I said.

"When I said that I love you, I meant it as how we were when we were still an item." He said.

"And that's what I meant when I told you that I loved you." I said. He took both of my hands.

"Y/n, I don't want to be with anyone else. I only want you. I don't want to sleep in the same bed as you at night if I can't kiss you. I want to be able to call you mine again." He said.

I was shocked. I didn't think he was ever going to say it. As much as I want to get back with him, it's too soon. I'm just not ready.

"Julian, I can't." I said. I could tell just by looking at his face that his heart sank. He sighed.

"It's ok. I get it. I'll pack my stuff and go." He said, getting up. I pulled him back down by his arm and wrapped his arm around me.

"No. You're not leaving. I want to be yours, but it's still too soon. But it doesn't change the way I feel about you at all." I said.

"Promise?" He asked.

"Promise." I replied, with a smile. He smiled.

"Can I ask you something?" He asked.

"Try me." I replied, smirking.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked.

I didn't respond. I placed one hand on his neck, the other cuffed his cheek. He wrapped his arms around my waist. We both closed our eyes and kissed.

This was what I'd missed the most about Julian. His kisses. It didn't stop there. It turned into a heated makeout session.

I found myself placing my hands on his chest and gently pushing him away before things got too far.

"Sorry, it's just, the baby, I didn't want to go too far and then something happening to him." I said, rubbing the back of my neck. He nodded, slowly.

"No, I understand. You're right. I'm just so happy that I got to kiss you again." He said, smiling.

Hey guys! I hope you enjoyed this part! Love you ❤️