Between You And I 💍 - Julian Jara Fanfic

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*Still Your POV*

"3!"

"2!"

"1!"

"Push!" The doctor yelled. I pushed as hard as I could. The baby still wasn't out yet.

"Push!" The doctor yelled, again. I pushed again.

"Push!" The doctor yelled, this was the third and final time. The baby was out and taken by a doctor. Julian held my hand throughout the entire process. He kissed my hand.

"Congratulations, babe. You did it. He's here." Julian said. He leaned down and gave me a kiss. He cuffed my cheek and wiped my tears away.

"Where's the baby?" I asked, worry in my eyes. He stroked my hair.

"Baby, don't worry. He's just getting weighed and cleaned." He said. I nodded and sighed with relief.

"You can go to him, now. You've stayed with me long enough." I said.

"Are you sure? I want to make sure you're ok." He said. I smiled.

"Julian, I'm fine. Go and cut the cord, I'll be waiting here. I can't really leave the bed." I said. He smiled.

"I'll be back soon, then. Get some rest, beautiful." He said, planting a kiss on my forehead. I slowly drifted off to sleep.

*Julian's POV*

I waited until y/n was asleep to go to see my son. He was laying on the weighing scale and the doctors put some clamps on his umbilical cord. I was handed a pair of special scissors and I cut the cord.

They wrapped my baby in a blanket and handed him to me. He opened his eyes and looked at me. He's beautiful, I've never seen such an amazing soul.

I gently rocked him back and forth in my arms and walked back to y/n. I sat down on the chair next to her bed and gently cradled him.

*Your POV*

I woke up and looked at my side, expecting to see an empty chair. I was wrong. I was astonished to see Julian, holding our son in his arms!

His little arm stretched up and his tiny hand wrapped itself around Julian's nose. My heart melted as tears formed in my eyes. I sniffled, causing Julian to look up and smile at me.

"Did you have a good rest?" He asked.

"Not really. My stomach still hurts." I said. His smile widened.

"Well, at least we have him." He said, handing him to me. I immediately burst into tears.

"He's so beautiful. I don't want to ever let him go." I said, as Julian wiped my tears away. I looked up at Julian.

"He has your eyes, and your nose." I said. He smiled.

"Well, he's got your ears and hair. He's perfect." Julian said, leaning down to kiss me.

"Ethan." I said. Julian gave me a weird look.

"What?" Julian asked. I playfully rolled my eyes.

"Ethan Julian Jara." I said. He smiled.

"You really want him to have my first name as his middle name?" He asked. I nodded.

"There's no other name that I want him to have." I said. He smiled and leaned down to the baby's head.

"Hey, baby. Your mommy and I are so happy that you're here and in this world. We love you so much and we're always going to take care of you. One day, you're going to grow up and be big and strong like your daddy and you're going to get all the girls. We love you, Ethan." Julian said, planting a kiss on Ethan's head. His tiny nose scrunched up and it was the most adorable thing ever!

Julian placed his hand on my head and gently stroked my hair. I smiled. It was stress relieving, it was calming for me.

A nurse came over to my bed and took my blood pressure. She sorted out my pillows and spoke to Julian and I for a while.

"So, every four hours you'll need to feed your son. The milk must be at a mild temperature and you can choose if you want to breast feed him or use a formula." The nurse said. I nodded.

"I'd prefer to breast feed." I said. She nodded and undid my hospital gown. I slipped Ethan onto my chest and he began to drink. A tea towel was placed over my chest to cover myself. The nurse left. I sighed.

"What's wrong?" Julian asked.

"I'm so tired. I just want to sleep." I said. He gently rubbed my arm.

"Well, carry on breastfeeding him for now. Once he's done, use the pump to get some out for him and then I'll feed him the next time whilst you sleep." He said. I nodded and smiled.

"I don't know what I'd do without you, Julian. I'm so happy that you're mine." I said. He smiled and pecked my lips.

"I promise you, I'm never going to let go of you again. My number one priority is you and Ethan. As long as you two are safe, I'm happy." He said. I smiled even more.

"You don't have to stay if you don't want to. You can go home and shower, get a fresh pair of clothes." I said. He shook his head.

"First of all, whilst you were asleep, the nurse said I'm allowed to use the shower if I want to. Second of all, I brought fresh pairs of clothes for both you and I." He said. I smiled.

"I think he's done." I said, taking Ethan off of my chest. I handed him to Julian and pumped a bottle of milk.

"You get some rest, I'll take care of him." He said, planting a kiss on my head.

***

I was woken from my peaceful sleep by a terrible dream. No, not a dream, it was a nightmare. I was hyperventilating. I looked to my side, Julian wasn't there. Neither was Ethan. I began to panic until Julian came into the room.

"Y/n, what's wrong?" Julian asked, as he rushed over to me. I was shaking, I had tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Where's Ethan?" I asked, worry in my voice. Julian sat down on the bed beside me and wrapped an arm around me.

"It's ok, he's in the other room with all the other babies." He said. I slowly nodded.

"You're sweating, what happened?" He asked.

"I had a bad dream. That something happened to you and Ethan." I said, as I dug my head into his chest and cried.

"Nothing happened to us. We're OK. Go and have a shower, I'll stay here." He said. I nodded and he helped me out of the bed. I went to the bathroom and took off my hospital gown. I got into the shower and washed my body first, then my hair.

I got out, dried myself off and changed into a new hospital gown. I brushed out my hair and dried it before going back into the hospital room. I got back into the bed and spoke to Julian for a while.

"Dad called. He said he wants to come and see us tomorrow." Julian said. I nodded.

"Sure. I'm just nervous." I said. He gently stroked my arm.

"Don't be, he will see how great you are as a mother. Remember what he said the other day, he isn't going to take Ethan away, he'll only take Ethan to look after him if he knows it isn't safe." He said. I sighed.

"I know, I just feel like I'm not good enough." I said.

"Y/n, you didn't ask for Ethan. But now you have him and he's the light of your life. You're always going to be good enough, you're going to be better than good enough." He said. I leaned towards him and kissed him.

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