Shawn Mendes Imagines

company

my eyes fluttered open to see warm sunlight shining down onto the bed. my eyes scanned around the room seeing the aftermath of last night. the clothes scattered all over the floor, my bra hanging over the lamp beside the bed, shawn's pants hanging off the bed. i looked to my right and saw shawn sleeping peacefully beside me. i slowly got out of the bed being careful not to wake him. i quickly gathered all of my clothes and went to his bathroom. i took a quick shower and got dressed. i walked out of the bathroom and noticed shawn was awake.

i was putting on my shoes when shawn asked, "you're leaving?"

"yeah." i finished tying the laces on my shoes before looking up. shawn was shirtless in gym shorts in front of me.

"i'll see you around shawn." i smiled softly before walking past him to his door.

"y/n wait," he grabbed my hand stopping me from leaving.

"why don't you stay?" he asked. as much as i wanted to stay and climb back into the bed with shawn, i knew i shouldn't.

"i would love to shawn, but i don't want to get attached to you." i said truthfully.

"what do you mean?" he asked pushing his eyebrows together.

"we both know i'll never be your lover, i'm Just company under the cover." i placed a small kiss on shawn's cheek and took one last look before walking out of his house.

as much as i want to be with Shawn, i know that it would never work. we don't belong together. i'm just his late night call when he's lonely and wants something. even if we tried to be something more it wouldn't work out. i don't belong with someone like him. he deserves more than me.

but i will be back at his house soon, i can't stay away from him.