Shawn Mendes Imagines

Distance •2•

It has been 5 months since Shawn and I broke up. I have been a complete mess. I didn't even want to get out of bed when I heard the doorbell ring. I slowly made my way downstairs, occasionally stumbling on them. I swung the door open and immediately wanted to cry. There he was.

"Y/n," his voice cracked as he spoke, "I came here to get my stuff." My heart dropped and I'm pretty sure all the color in my face drained.

"Shawn," I said as he made his way up to our bedroom, "When you said this relationship didn't mean shit to me, you were wrong, so damn wrong. This relationship means everything to me, and when I said that we needed to break up it was the worst decision I ever made. Things were going through my mind an-." Shawn cut me off before I could finish.

"What was running through your mind?" His voice was filled with anger.

I was caught a little of guard with his question but answered quickly,"i was afraid you would find someone better, or that you would come back and tell me you didn't want to be with me anymore."

"Oh, so instead of you getting hurt, you hurt me." Shawn shook his head and looked down, "I can't believe I still love you."

"I made a mistake, I know! But I was worried, I didn't know what would happen when you were on tour! We were millions of miles apart, and we only talked once a day, two at the most. I'm sorry Shawn, I love you so much." Tears were falling down my cheeks, I was holding back a sob as I waited for his response.

He ran his fingers through his dark brown hair and sighed in frustration, "damn it y/n," he said before turning towards me. He cupped my cheeks and crashed his lips on mine passionately. I stumbled back and hit my back on the wall. Shawn's mouth moved along with mine in a heated make out. Shawn's hands fell from my face and moved down to my waist. I ran my fingers through his hair occasionally pulling on them making him moan softly against my lips.

"Please never make that mistake again." Shawn said pulling away breathlessly.

"Never again." I said just as breathless as him.